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Ever since that night with Oikawa i haven't been able to get him out of my mind. During my games during the little practices with the kids when i went to sleep when i showered even when i ate with the guys.

He was everywhere for me....

I couldn't escape even if wanted too why am i catching feelings for ?

He wouldn't like me if he found out what i looked like that day... but i can't hide it forever

Getting into the shower because Atsumu was going to go with me to my therapist today i still couldn't get that pretty setter out of my mind he was taking over my head without even getting permission that should be illegal yet i liked it...

Putting on my shirt Atsumu walks into my room "Ready to go y/n?" any second before he would have seen me in my bra gosh he really is secretly a pervert him and Osamu

"Yea i just need to grab my bag and phone"

I grabbed my remaining stuff and walked out of the door with Atsumu behind me starting to walk down the stairs it's pretty early i'm surprised some of the boys were awake i don't really care if they know i go to therapy i mean that is the real reason why i moved to Aoba Johsai joining the volley ball team and becoming captain just sorta happened being forced to join by Suna because he would get out around the same time so i wouldn't be home alone and to have him worrying i get it

"Bye we'll be back later" Atsumu said closing the front door

I let him drive because he knows when i go to therapy it takes a lot out of me and i can't seem to focus that much that and the boys seem to really like driving me or i guess drive my care but i'll pretend their motives aren't about driving my car but Suna likes to drive in his

*Back at home (Suna's POV)*

Y/n is off to therapy again i hope they get through to get this time after not going for two weeks so that she doesn't get overwhelmed by going every week straight maybe that would give her something to talk about

Crazy idiot my favorite crazy idiot...

"Oh where are they going?" Bokuto asked

"Probably shopping" Daichi answered

"Nah she most definitely ask me to go with her again" Iwa said 'proudly'

"Like she would want to take you again" Terushima said annoyed he hated Iwa for getting to get to Y/n first

"She should have token me i would have given her the time of her life" Kuroo added on

Ewww they are all after her she looks like a rat to me maybe because she's just my sister

"She's going to therapy " I said bluntly

Osamu and Terushima looked at me like i was a mad man eventually they are going to find out might as well give them a little piece of the puzzle they don't seem to be all that smart

"Does this have anything to do why she can't do anything alone?" Akaashi asked after he drank some of his water

"Bingo" i said going to go get some breakfast started

"So she goes to therapy her mirror in her restroom is busted so is her shower did something happen?" Suga asked trying to put all the clues together

Kenma was playing on his game to busy to pay attention to the face that Tendou made which was a shocked expression trying to grasp the news that was coming full force all at one time

"Yes..." I said walking towards the kitchen but Osamu finished it for me "...But it's her decision to tell you guys we can't be the ones to tell her business one day"

Once i came to the kitchen you could hear everything that was being said in the living room and i found Oikawa poking his food looking very sad for some reason was it because of Iwaizumi's comment or was it because she's going to therapy or was it because she hasn't told him anything about her

I'm no idiot i know who and how many of theses idiots likes my sister and he acts like he doesn't but it's clearly an act once he saw me walk in he changed his mood it went a full 180 and went back to his 'bubbly cheering' self again mmmh he's not going to admit his feelings probably waiting for Y/n to come to him with her feelings he seems like the type to try and pry it out of her but then again i could be wrong he probably just doesn't want to push her to the point where she never tells him anything

Could he possibly he able to help her out?

Can he be the one to fix her?

Pick up the pieces and help her put herself back together?

Or will he leave when the times get hard?

Just like our parents that's why they are never around they don't want to be around this depressing house and the memories of what happened that day but sure play the 'i'm busy working too much' card it might be easy to fool y/n with that but i'm not stupid

That's why they are never around they are scared it's going to happen again and they can't deal with it mentality but yet mom can go into surgery's tell families that their loved one has passed and handle so much blood but when it comes to her daughter when she's almost bleeding out she becomes unable to do anything or dad when he can go and yell at people and tell them what to do but when we were in the hospital he didn't even speak a word couldn't get him to come home for weeks

But taking a trip or any kind of business trip is okay i might not be able to forgive them like y/n but i know i would never leave her when things get hard me the twins Terushima our staff were the only ones who have stayed but how about when theses idiots find out would they stay and help her

Or will they leave too?....

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