Amber: I stick with real things, usually facts and figures. When information's in its place, I minimize the guessing game. Guess what?
Nia: What?
Amber: I don't like guessing games or when I feel things before I know the feelings. How am I supposed to operate if I'm just tossed around by Fate? Like on an unexpected date? With someone who might talk to fast or ask me questions about myself before I've decided that she can ask questions about myself? She might sit too close. Or call the waiter by his first name?...
But what scares me the most, what scares me the most...Ash: Is what if when she sees me, what if she doesn't like it? What if she runs the other way and I can't hide from it? What happens then? If when she knows me, she's only disappointed?
Amber: What if I give myself away, to only get it given back? I couldn't live with that. So I'm just fine.... So that when she sees me, I want her to
Jake: Dong you think you're being a little, I mean maybe just a tad...?
Amber: I'm not defensive! I'm simply being cautious. I can't risk reckless dating due to my miscalculating while... You cannot be to careful when it comes to sharing your life. I could end up a miserable wife. Sorry... but she could be criminal! Some sort of psychopath who escaped from an institution somewhere they don't have girls. She could have masterminded some way to find me.
Ash: she could be colorblind!
Amber & Ash: How untrustworthy is that, she could be lass than kind.
Amber: Or even worse, she could be very nice, have lovely eyes and make me laugh, come out of hiding, what do I do with that? Oh god what if when she sees me, I like her and she knows it? What if she opens up a door and I can't close it? What happens then?
Amber & Ash: If when she holds my, my heart is set in motion.
Amber: I'm not prepared for that, I'm scared of breaking open.
Amber & Ash: But still, I can't help from booting to find someone to talk to who likes the way I am. Someone who when she sees me, wants to again!
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Songs That Relate to My Story
General FictionThis will be used to get my ideas down using music. To kind of learn more about my character. In the first chapter I will add a brief summary of what the story I'm working on is about