Believe In Me {A Cody Simpson Love Story}

Chapter 8

A/N: i have wifi! I just got it fixed literally like a minute ago, but I wanted to post a chapter for the people reading. There are literally like five of you that i know of, if you're reading this secretly; HI<3

So I'm going to the gym. This is my favorite chapter as of right now so i hope you like it(:

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~CHAPTER 8~

*Logan’s P.O.V*

It had been one week and the shows we were supposed to have; we had canceled because we all wanted to be here when Steph woke up. I haven’t left her side since that accident. When we hit the ground and I woke up, I kept my arms around her until the ambulance got there, which took forever, by the way.

They let me ride in the ambulance because I told them I was her boyfriend and I held her lifeless hand the whole way to the hospital. When they took her into surgery for her shoulder and arm, I sat in the room she was going to be in and waited. I don’t know why I never left her side, but I do know that Cody hasn’t visited her once. 

I was so lost in thought I didn’t hear the guys come in. I just sat there starring at her, hoping she will wake up. 

“Logan, you gotta come with us. You can’t stay here forever.” James said.

“Well, I won’t be here forever, she’ll wake up soon I know it.” I said grabbing her hand in mine.

“Man, why won’t you leave her side? What’s gotten into you?” Kendall asked me. 

“Guys I don’t really know. I think it has something to do with the feelings I first got for her, and they just grew into more and now I feel responsible for the whole thing.”

“hey man, it wasn’t your fault, it was whoever the hell parked the car right there.”

“Carlos I parked the car there, she didn’t see it in time because she turned around to ask me where to go.” I felt tears coming up.

“I’ve never seen you this emotional over anyone bud.” Kendall said while shaking his head. “You must really like her or just feel sorry for her.”

“I don’t just like her. And I sure as hell don’t feel sorry for her.” I was getting mad at them.

“ok, well here are some clothes. We’ll be back at the bus, call us if anything happens.”

“Wait guys, where has Cody been? He’s the one that should be here and he hasn’t come once.” 

“Um, we haven’t seen him since that day, when he saw her on the ground. I don’t think hes come out of the bus once.” Carlos explained. 

“I think he ran away after you told the medics that you were her boyfriend.” James said. Well shit. 

“Ok thanks guys.” I said and they all gave Steph a kiss on the cheek and left the room.

“Steph, they have to be right, why am I here right now? I know you can’t hear me but I just want you to know, that even though you like Cody and you want to be with him, I don’t know if I can sit back and watch that happen. so I’m going to sing you a song. I started singing 

I shouldn’t love you but I want to

I just can’t turn away

I shouldn’t see you but I can’t move

I can’t look away

 

I shouldn’t love you but I want to

I just can’t turn away

I shouldn’t see you but I can’t move

I can’t look away

 

And I don’t know

How to be fine when I’m not

’Cause I don’t know

How to make a feeling stop

 

Just so you know

This feeling’s takin’ control of me 

And I can’t help it

I won’t sit around

I can’t let him win now

 

Thought you should know

I’ve tried my best to let go

Of you but I don’t want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

 

It’s gettin’ hard to be around you

There’s so much I can’t say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other away

 

And I don’t know

How to be fine when I’m not

’Cause I don’t know

How to make a feeling stop

 

Just so you know

This feeling’s takin’ control of me 

And I can’t help it

I won’t sit around

I can’t let him win now

 

Thought you should know

I’ve tried my best to let go

Of you but I don’t want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

 

This emptiness is killin’ me

And I’m wonderin’ why I’ve waited so long

Lookin’ back I realize it was always there

Just never spoken

 

I’m waitin’ here

Been waitin’ here

 

Just so you know

This feeling’s takin’ control of me 

And I can’t help it

I won’t sit around

I can’t let him win now

 

Thought you should know

I’ve tried my best to let go

Of you but I don’t want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know, just so you know

 

Thought you should know

I’ve tried my best to let go

Of you but I don’t want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know, just so you know

“Steph, I think, I’m in love with you.”