If Only He Knew (Jahvie Fanfic)

Chapter 3

Dahvie's POV

It was obvious Jayy didn't know about the cheating act Jeffree had, but it was obvious Jeffree was wasted.

Jayy was in bed and I was trying to get Jeffree a little sober.

"Dahvie guess what" Jeffree said happily, slurrig slightly.

"What's that Jeffree?" I asked, annoyed at him.

"I cheated on Jayy" he giggled drunkenly. Little did we know, Jayy was right behind the door.

Jayy's POV

"I cheated on Jayy" I heard Jeffree drunkenly giggle to my best friend. I decided to sleep on it, just to see if Dahvie would tell me in the morning.

I woke up to hearing thunder and rain hitting the bus.

"Hey Dahvie, hey Haley" I said as I walked into the lounge area where Dahv and Hailey were sitting, just talking.

"I can't tell" Haley whispered, thinking I couldn't hear her. I made myself a cup of coffee and moved to sit next to Dahvie, who was majorly on edge.

"You okay?" I asked the older man, as I out my mug on the small table next to Dahv, and leaned over so my head was on his shoulder.

"Huh? Oh, yeah" he said, very shakily.

"Nothing you need to tell me?" I asked, wanting him to spill. He shook his head and kept watching George Lopez.

"I know that Jeffree cheated on me, and I know that you know" I said to him.

"How did you know?" He questioned, his voice quivering slightly.

"I overheard you talking to him last night" I said softly. "Why didn't you tell me?" I demanded, anger taking over the sadness that once filled me. "I trusted you Dahvie. You promised that you'd always tell me if someone I loved did something, no matter how badly it would hurt me!" I yelled. He opened his mouth to say something, but instead stood up and I suddenly felt a sharp stinging pain in my cheek. Then it hit me.

My best friend, David Jesus Torres just slapped me.

"Jayy I--" He started but I cut him off.

"Just don't David" I growled, knowing he hated it when I called him by his biological name.

That night we were on stage and were performing Sexting. It came to the instrumental part where I usually kissed Jeffree, but instead I walked over and kissed Dahvie, hard. His arms went to my neck and my hands to his waist. We broke apart and started singing again. I glanced sideways at Jeffree and saw hurt in his eyes. I mentally slapped him, and carried on into the next song.

"Jayy Von Monroe" I heard my soon to be ex yell.

"What" I demanded, not turning, knowing that if I did, I'd slap him.

"Why did you kiss Dahvie on stage?!" He yelled, grabbing my wrist. I slapped his hand, and he knew he made a mistake by touching me.

"Maybe its because you're a lying and cheating dick" I snapped, before adding, "We're over".

I got to my bus and saw Hailey sitting in the sofa as soon as I entered. I immediately walked over to her and broke down. Her and Dahvie were the only two people who have seen me like this is a while, besides the other night. A sob made my entire body tremble as I looked at Haley, tears in my eyes and streaming down my face, ruining my makeup.

"I love him Haley, I love Dahvie" I said through cries.

"I know Jayybird" she whispered, "I've always known".

I heard Dahvie enter the bus with someone, so I walked to the bunk room.

I heard whimpers coming from Dahvie's bunk, so I just barely peeked in and saw Dahvie in between some girls legs. I quickly and silently shut the curtain and climbed into my bunk, holding back a sob until my face was hidden in my pillow.

Dahvie's POV

I woke up to silence throughout the bus and no girl next to me, which was rare. I had a killer hangover which was normal, but the silence was creepy. I checked Jayy's and Haley's bunks and neither of them were there.

"Huh" I mumbled to myself before darting to the bathroom and emptying the contents of my stomach. I didn't feel Jayy holding my hair back as he usually did, so I just shrugged it off. I quickly brushed my teeth, before grabbing a mint LifeSaver candy and sucked on it as I walked to the front of the bus, where I saw Jayy and Haley talking. Jayy was eating a BlowPop, typical while Hailey was, as always, drinking Starbucks. I smiled and walked to the kitchen area. I got some coffee and threw out the candy I had been sucking on. I sat on the sofa across from Haley and Jayy, who had run a hand through his perfect short hair. He had no makeup on and his hair was a disaster, yet he still managed to look flawless. Wait, what am I saying, I'm straight, right? I always have had little feeling towards Jayy, but those could be signs that...

Fuck it, I'm admitting to it.

I'm bisexual.

And I love Jayy Von Monroe.

Jayy's POV

I grabbed another BlowPop and started to eat it. Cherry flavor, I thought to myself as the flavor hit my tongue. We weren't performing that day, just driving to the next city. I curled into my pillow and glanced at Haley, who was across from me in my bunk. We had just been talking and eating BlowPops and Twizzlers.

"JAYY COME TO THE FRONT I NESD TO TALK TO YOUUUUUU" I heard Dahvie whine/yell. I groaned and glanced at Haley.

"Should I?" I asked and she nodded as if it was the most obvious answer ever. I flipped her the bird and jumped down from my bunk and headed to where Dahvie was.

"I'm bi and I have a crush on a guy" he said flat out as soon as I entered the room. I felt a small sense of hope fill my body as I asked, "who's the guy?" Biggest mistake.

"You don't know him. He's closer to my age" Dahv replied, not glancing at me. I groaned and he glanced at me.

"You okay?" He asked and I nodded, lying.

"Why can't he see that I love him?" I whispered to myself as Dahvie got up. I didn't think he heard me until he turned and said, "Wish who could see you love them?" He asked, curiously.

"You" I thought to myself, thinking I didn't said it aloud. But I did.

"Me?" he asked and I nodded slightly.

"Ew" he said and gave me a disgusted look. "I could never love you" he said, disgustedly.

"Slut" he said, walking out.

"Says the one who sleeps with none girls every week!" I yelled, causing him to freeze where he was.

After half an hour of yelling, he pinned me against the wall and kissed me, hard, interrupting my rant with his soft lips. I froze, but kissed back. I wrapped my arms around his waist and his went to my neck, holding me tight.

"I love you" he mumbled into my lips. "I always have".

"I love you so much more" I replied into his soft, full lips. I pulled away and looked into his red contact covered eyes. The usual green color masked by the bright red. I looked at him for a split second more, before I kissed him again, both of us not being able to get enough of each other. We pulled away and he looked me in the eyes and said, "If were going to be in love, I want to do it right" before asking me the question I've only been asked once before.

"Jayy Von Monroe, I love you so much. Will you be my boyfriend?"

I froze before replying with a very quiet,

"Yes, Dahvie. I love you too"