Selfish (jikook)

Nine

Trigger warning
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The next day

Jimins pov

I gasp hearing jungkook scream. I jump up from the bed and rush to the lounge where I see taehyung holding jungkook tightly with a knife to his throat. Taehyung looks at me "is he the reason you haven't been to work?!!"

I look at jungkook and then shake my head "no! If course not!" jungkook looks at me "what?" I push taehyung away from jungkook "we have business to attend to. Come on tae. Let's leave" taehyung nods and walks out the house

Jungkook grabs my wrist "hyung? W-what are you saying?" I look at him "my job needs me jungkook...and you need to understand that" tears roll down his cheeks "this was all a lie?" I sigh "I'm sorry jungkook. I truly am"

I pull my hand out his grip and walk out the house closing the door behind me. I walk to taehyungs car and look through the window and see jungkook on his knees crying.

My heart shatters and I climb into the car and sigh "let's just go tae..and never come back to this house" he nods and starts to drive.

I tear up a little and look down. I'm such a fucking asshole!
Its either I leave or-or taehyung would have killed jungkook.

Jungkooks pov

I scream and grip my hair "I'M SO FUCKING STUPID!" I cry and then lean my head against the floor "I-I trusted him!!" I punch the floor "I loved him!!"

I stand up and rush to the bathroom. I run the bath water and the sink water and snap the lock on the medicine cabinet that jimin put there.
Tears stream down my cheeks.

I grab all the pills I can along with a blade.
I look in the mirror and scoff looking at myself "of course he didn't stay... NOBODY EVER FUCKING DOES!" I punch the mirror and cry more

I just want...i want one person to stay with me! To love me!...
But that's never gonna happen now...

Its too late...

I put a bunch of pills in my mouth and grab my blade and smile a little carving a love heart into my wrist. I smile and then climb into the bath after grabbing my phone, I call jennie, my friend, and then lay back in the bath holding pills in my hand as blood drips down my wrist into the water.

I tip my head back and smile a little when jennie answers "hey Kookie! What's up?" tears roll down my cheeks "he never liked me...it was pity.. And now he's given up, I knew he'd give up... But I had a tiny bit of hope last night, that maybe he was different"

Jennie gasps "what?" I smile "he's gone...and he isn't coming back, I thought maybe-maybe he was different.. But he's just like everyone else"

She sighs "Kookie it'll be okay i-" I cut her off "noona...theres a suicide" she gasps "wait...who?" I smile starting to feel dizzy "someone who has given up...it was fun noona..i had fun"

I pick up my phone "tell jimin...that I love him" I hang up the phone. I put the rest of the pills in my mouth and cut a few more hearts into both my wrists making the water turn red.

And then...
And then it all goes black...