TW// Self-harm scars/mentioned, Panic attack, blood, Transphobia/transphobia slurs.
Tubbo POV
I knocked on Ranboo's door, wanting to ask him a question. The door opened slightly. It's not closed fully. Thats weird. I open the door the rest of the way and saw Ranboo in the corner, a bloodied blade in his hand and his wrist covered in blood. I stood, shocked for awhile, then it clicked. I rushed over to him and crouched in front of him. "T-tubbo- I-" Ranboo stuttered, looking horrified. "Shh- Its alright, Ranboo-" I said, grabbing a cloth from nearby. I need to stop the bleeding. I looked around and saw a loose cloth. I grabbed it and wrapped it tightly around Ranboo's wrist. Once I did, I sat still for a moment.
Ranboo POV
I felt like crying. Why. Why did Tubbo have to walk in right then. Suddenly, I felt arms wrap around me. I was slightly shocked. My shoulder started to feel wet. Tubbo was crying. He's crying and its all my fault. All because I let people's tweets get to me. I felt horrible that I made Tubbo cry. I wrap my arms around him, my arm started to pick up on the pain. I sighed softly. "I-im sorry Tubbo... I- i tried to fight it..." I mumbled. "I-I'm just g-glad that you're okay...." Tubbo stuttered out, clinging to me.
No one's POV
Ranboo was now alone in his room, feeling horrible. Tubbo had gone to hang out with Tommy at the park, leaving him alone with Schlatt. Schlatt wasnt bad, he was actually really cool! But today he's inviting a few friends over to drink. Ranboo just sighed and closed and locked the door and sat down at his desk.
He decided to stream for a bit. Hopefully chat wouldn't ask him about being trans and all that. Surely they would understand
Right?
After about 30 minutes of streaming he got a dono.
Dope_pope donated $5.00!
"Hey Tranny! Chat, did you know that Ranboo's a GIRL!?"
Ranboo's heart sank and he was afraid to look at chat. Philza, who was in a call with Ranboo, banned any Transphobic people in the chat. "Tch. Man, people these days. By god." Philza said. Ranboo couldn't say anything. His breathing picked up and became short and panicked. His body began trembling and tears began falling from his face. Phil notice that and asked "You alright, mate?" His voice was filled with genuine concern. "N- y- m- n-no- no-" Ranboo barely said through tears. He curled up in his chair, finding it hard to breath. "Hey, you should end stream, man." Philza said. "O-okay..." Ranboo ended stream on that, sending chat over to Wilbur, who was also live. "Hey, hey. Ranboo.. take deep breaths, alright? Don't let these transphobic assholes tell you who to be. You are you and you should be proud." Philza said. Ranboo nodded and took deep breaths, letting Philza's words echo in his head.
I'm going to be okay..
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This is 𝗠𝗲 ~ Trans!Ranboo (Ftm)
FanfictionCW// Self-harm, Abuse, Violence in the comments, arguing, suicide, shootings, transphobia more will be added if necessary Reanna was in her room, looking at the mirror that was on her door. She wore a really baggy hoodie to cover her curves. She...
