Cloudy heads of ours, that hazy feeling is a bliss. The way you looked into my empty soul through my eyes told a lot. I know you wouldn't believe even if i said the raw truth.
I took your heart. We just did things that lovers would do in the dark, not best friends.
You are in my hands, but your presence does not exist anywhere in the linings of my palm. I hate it. This burns my heart to see you act that way, so distant and cold.
We're both broken, hurt and wrecked due to our past. So, let's not push each other deeper into the sea of torment. Please, look at me with that loving eyes of yours, just once. Erase every memory but not ours.
I'm sorry, i messed up. I wish i was more of a man. You were there for me, but my head was damaged. I felt those deeply beating in my heart, the blood inside my veins run hastily when i think of you.
I know you love me but i do not deserve your love.
Your simple touches, subtle gazes and i do not know what all tease my spine. Words coming from your soft lips hit my ear with sweetness, sweeter than honey.
I did not see it coming, it's all my fault. The moment your skin skimmed mine, i understood everything. My still and lovesick gaze whispered the words to you which my tongue could not. Did you bother to understand it?
So, will you still not forgive me? Can you not see how my heart still beats so hardly, just for you.
It screams for your heavenly warmth in each beat. Hold my hand and tell me everything you ever wanted to. Let it all out.
But, please do not give me the punishment i deserve, through your silence.
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SOUVENIR || J.JK ✔
Fanfiction"You're giving me chills at a hundred degrees, it's better than pills how you put me to sleep." *[Contains mature and triggering content]* *[Contains some 21+ content]* ©ABIENCEX