Free To Be Narry

16

Niall's pov....

"Where are you guys going?" Liam asked as we walked passed the living room towards the front door. We stepped back a few feet so we were stood in the archway of the living room.

"We're going to have a meeting with Pat about us coming out tomorrow" Harry explained as he grabbed my hand that was at my waist.

Liam nodded and looked back at the telly, "I'm hoping soon enough we can come out as well" Louis spoke, I gave him a small smile before pulling Harry gently towards the door.

I walked to Harry's range rover but before I could get in I heard a voice, "You're coming with us" Ben our escort and driver said. I shook my head and looked to Harry to see him just as confused.

"I thought we could just drive there ourselves?" He shrugged and lightly pulled on my arm to have me begin walking to his SUV, "Change in plans" Harry walked next me with both a confused and irritated expression.

As we were riding in the SUV I kept rubbing my belly to calm myself, I don't know why I'm so anxious but it's been happening a lot lately.

"Lads we've arrived" The driver stepped out and opened our doors. I got out not waiting for Harry as I walked inside the building where the meeting would be held, I heard jogging behind me as felt a hand on the bottom of my back a second later. I let out a small gasp and tried to shake his hand off, "What?" He asked confused, I shook my head and looked into his eyes. "We're in public" "We're coming out tomorrow" He chuckled, "Doesn't matter" He frowned and took his hand away. I couldn't risk anyone seeing, even if we're coming out tomorrow.

"Here to see Simon Cowell for our meeting" Harry said to the receptionist, She gave him a wide smile as she leaned on the desk to make her breasts bigger. I rolled my eyes as I looked around the lobby at everyone wearing $1000 suits.

"Ok gentleman, They're waiting for you. Meeting room 434 on the 4th floor" I nodded at her as a thank you and walked towards the elevator once again leaving Harry behind.

The double doors opened as I stepped inside to watch Harry run to make it before the doors closed on him. I chuckled as he made it inside with lack on breath in his lungs. He looked up at me as he was leaned over with his hands on his knees, "You're awful" I shrugged and waited to reach the 4th floor.

As the doors opened, we walked side by side looking for room 434, "In here boys" Harry and I turned our heads at the same time to see Pat standing Outside a meeting room. We walked towards him and we walked inside, I saw Simon, Tyler my bodyguard and James Harry's bodyguard.

"Hello boys, please take your seats" Simon spoke as he motioned to the two chairs on the other side of the table in front of James and Tyler.

We took our seats next to each other and waited for Simon to continue. "Why do you want to come out?" He asked us, I looked at Harry before answering. "Because we love each other and we're ready" He smiled at my answer and lovingly patted my leg under the table.

"Well that's not happening" Simon said as I whipped my head towards him both confused and angry, "Why not?" He stood to his feet and began to walk around the table towards the door.

"Because instead of that, Harry will begin seeing" He opened the door to reveal, "Taylor Swift" "What?!" I stood up as Taylor smiled at me.

"Don't worry Niall, it's only fake" She said tauntingly causing my blood to boil. "This is not ok, Simon" I looked over to Simon as Taylor made her way towards Harry, placing her hand on his shoulder. I wanted to rip it away and slap her so hard.

"Harry, you will be seeing Taylor in the public eye and yes you will be spending a lot of time together. " I wasn't thinking about that" Harry spoke through gritted teeth.

"Boys, it's not about what you want or what you think, it matters about public appearance and because of your public appearance you become known and loved by others. Now if you two come out as a couple the sales will begin to diminish by every passing second, the concerts will have less people and the fans will start to decrease within hours, sorry but business is business" Simon said as he left the room. I had angry tears in my eyes as I bit the inside of my cheek and left the meeting room. I ran towards the elevator while trying not to pee myself in the mix.

Carrying two babies in your stomach while trying to run takes a lot out of you

I got in the elevator as the doors closed leaving me alone. I sunk to my butt against the wall and cried into my hands, my shoulders shaking violently.

Why did this happen? We were gonna tell the world about us tomorrow, why did Simon have to change the plans last minute and bring Taylor here to date Harry when he knew all we wanted was to be happy together.

At this point I might as well be raising my babies by myself.

Ok maybe that's a little far

But it's how I feel and I can't stop that. As the doors opened I saw bright flashing lights so I put my head down and tried to run passed them but they kept surrounding me and if that wasn't the worst part a bunch of fans ran up to me as I got outside. They started aggressively pulling on my clothes to try and get me to give them attention. One of them grabbed my hair and I felt myself start to lower to the ground, that is until I felt two hands grab my underarms and pull me back to my feet.

"Bloody hell calm down will ya?!" Harry yelled causing most of the yelling and screaming to stop immediately. As I adjusted my clothing and hair I turned around and got in the black SUV that was on the side of the road.

I expected Harry to climb I'm behind me but when I looked back Harry was talking to Taylor then they both started walking further down the sidewalk until they got to Taylor's car. I felt tears fill my eyes once again as I shut the car door and sunk into my seat.

I've been sitting on the couch for a few hours now. When I got home I walked straight his here and laid down. The only difference now is I have tears stains on my face an I'm now sitting not laying.

I looked at my phone to see the time and noticed that it was nearly 1am. No one was here when I got home so no telling where any of them are, even Harry.

I've been sitting here thinking for a long time, about everything. The babies, names, Harry and what's gonna happen with us. Will we last if him and Taylor become the first page of every magazine I see? I don't want to be petty or childish, I just don't want to lose him to her. She's better anyway but I'll never admit that out loud though, unless it's serious.

I stood up and went upstairs to go lay down, I'm done waiting for someone to come back when they probably aren't even thinking about me right now. I stripped out of my clothes so I was only in my boxers then laid down and turned off the lights. Another tear slipped from my eye as I closed my eyes to hopefully get some good sleep.