I don't love you

Chapter 1

Each Saturday you guys go over to the Richards for a bbq
This is the best day of the week you think because you get to see josh
In his eyes I'm just his sisters annoying best friend
Your just think then you hear your door open
"Loser get your ass up and get ready." Jaden says
"Oooh okay." You say
Jaden leaves
You wear this bathing suit

And you put this over it

You go downstairs
"Hey mom." You say
"Hey sweetie are you ready?" She says
"Yeah wheres j?" You say
"He's in his bedroom." She says
"I'm gonna go get him so we can go over." You say
You go up to his room and knock
He answers
"Let's go." You say
"Okay chill." He says
"I am chilling." You say
You guys walk over there
*THEY LIVE ARCOSS THE ROAD*
Your mom knocks
"Amy!" Michelle said
*idk Olivia and Josh's mom so we're going with her name is Michelle*
"Michelle!" Your mom said
You walk in
Olivia hugged you
"I missed you." Olivia said
"I missed you too." You say
"Yooo liv where's your bro." Jaden says
"He will be down any second." Olivia says
"Wanna go swimming." Olivia said while smirking
"Yesss let's go." You say
You guys run into the backyard
You take off your clothes so now your only in your bathing suit
"Omg I love your bathing suit where did you get it." Olivia said
"Thank you I got it from SHEIN." You say
She nodded
You then see josh with his shirt off ready to get in the pool
"Hey Kayla stop say dreaming about my brother and jump in." Olivia said laughing
You jump in
Y'all have fun and all that
It's time to eat so you all sit around and make plates
Then you hear a soft little voice
And it's nessa Josh's girlfriend
She goes and hugs josh
She then makes a plate
Everyone is sitting around a fire
"So Kay do you still have a crush on josh." Michelle said
You blush
"Yes." You say
Olivia laughs so does Jaden
Josh kinda does
Nessa looks down messing with her fingers
"Baby nessa you have nothing to worry about look at you then look at her. She's ugly as hell." Josh says as laughing loudly
You hear it you start to tear up
You get up and go into the bathroom
Jaden starts laughing
Olivia looks worried
The moms didn't hear it because they were in the pool
"That's rude josh." Olivia said
"I was joking." Josh says
"It was definitely funny." Jaden says laughing
Josh laughs
Olivia jumps into the pool
Nessa leaves
It's almost the end of the night
You come out with puffy eyes
You start picking up dishes
You go back inside
And start doing dishes
Josh comes in
"Need help?" He says
"Not from you." You say
"I was joking." Josh says
You stop the running water
"So it still hurts josh." You say
"But it was a joke." Josh says
"It doesn't fucking matter josh. Getting called ugly by your childhood crush hurts." You say
"I'm sorry." Josh says
You just continue doing dishes
Josh goes and sits on the couch with Jaden they play video games
"Kayla and Jaden let's go." Your mom says
"Okay mom." You say
You grab your clothes and put them over your bathing suit
Jaden opens the door for you
"Thanks bro." You say
Jaden laughs
You guys walk out
And go home
You go up to your room
And watch a movie then fall asleep

You wake up and take a shower and put on this outfit

You walk downstairs
Then there was a knock on the front door
Your mom wasn't home because she was at work
You answer it was josh
You just open the door
Then go to the kitchen
Josh closes the door
"You can't be mad at me forever." Josh says
"Who said?" You say
"You love me too much to be mad at me forever little Hossler." Josh says
"I don't love you." I say as I grab strawberries and start cutting them up
Josh just stares at you
"Some of the boys are coming over." Josh says
"Yooo why hang out with my sister she's lame." Jaden says
"Okay I'm coming." Josh says
Josh smiles at you
Then walks off
You love him but hate him
You can't believe he actually cares and wants to talk to you
You smile to your self
And laugh
You put all the strawberries in a bowel
And sit on the couch and put on after
20 minutes into the movie
You hear a knock you
You open the door and see nessa
"JADEN ISAIAH HOSSLER!!!" You scream
He runs down
"What the fuck is wrong?" Jaden says
Then josh comes down
"What the fuck is she doing here
You open the door wider so they can see
"Oh josh invited her." Jaden says
You roll your eyes
"AND YOU WERE OKAY WITH IT" you yell
"KAYLA REENE HOSSLER!" He yells
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!" You yell
"STOP CUSSING AND DEAL WITH HER BEING HERE!" Jaden yells
You walk out of the house
"KAYLA REENE!!" Jaden says
You walk out and slam the door
"FUCK!" Jaden says
Your on the porch step   Crying
Then josh comes out
"Hey hey it's okay." He says as he sits next to you
He hugs you from the side
You lay your head on his shoulder
"Why does he hate me so much." You say
"He doesn't hate you he's just stressed." Josh says
You start crying even more
Josh stands up
Then picks you up and puts you on your feet
He hugs you tight
He then puts your hair behind you ear
You get butterflies
You blush
Nessa death stares you though the window

*joshs pov*
Kayla and Jaden get in a huge fight I have never seen them fight they were the perfect sibling duo
I see Kay crying
I feel really bad for inviting nessa because I know her and Kay don't get along
I walk out 
And tell her it's going to be okay
I hug her she lays her head on my shoulder
Then I stand up
Then I pick her up and make her stand on her feet
I hug her tight and put her hair behind her hair
And I thought nessa was short Kayla is even shorter I guess I never really payed attention to Kayla before now she was always like my best friends annoying younger sister. she's more now.
*your pov*
You see nessa death staring you
You look josh in his eyes
He walks back into the house