Worthless
If I've ruined almost everything good in my life,
Then I must be my own worse Enemy
I understand why I want to end my internal strife
There's nothing but pure sin in me
The closer I get to my death and despair
I feel it's easier to take a breath of air
Im Just so worthless
I don't understand why I wrote this
It's nothing amazing no one will quote this
There's no point in believing, life is hopeless maybe I I'm just souless
I lost it searching for solace
I'll describe myself as a seething heathen demon
All I do is get high lie cry
Everything meaningful shakes in my wake
I ruined the purity of my love
A Tainted dainted dove
Watching it try to fly with clipped wings
seems to contradict my morbidity
My thoughts race through the same things
I don't think I can ever escape my infidelity I can see the sadness in her eyes
My insides flutter my heart dies
Maybe that's why I get so angry when she crys
Am I that blinded by my own lies .
Maybe I should just say fuck it and cut my ties.
I'm sad stuck in this happy boy disguise.
