One Last Chance- ⚠️

PART 1.

Bunny's pov

Waiking up on the sound of my alarm on my phone I shut it down, I opened my eyes and meet my little puppy who is sleeping next to my bed not knowing how's this day will go. Getting up with quiet groan, remembers everything what happened last night my eyes teared up. 

You probably asked what happened, well heres the story. 

Last night I was at my mom's grave, she died 2 years ago, the trief comes in the house to take some of our money but we are poor, when he find out he take's my mom's hand and push her on the ground and start beating her up.I was 15 years old then, tied up I couldn't do anything but just watch how my mom is beaten to death. I was next but police breaks in and killed him. They put me in another familly house, they were nice but I was quiet kid and they tried to make me happy with no metioning my mom. Last time I saw them was the Christmas eve, that night was the worst night ever, some guys comes in and asked the money my new familly owned them. They said they'll give them but guys pulls out their guns and killed them infrond of me, you asked where I was that night? I was hiding under the table like a little pussy I am.

They didn't know I was there and start searching for the money, after they find it they leaves. Still hiding and shaking I stayed in place not knowing will they come back or not. 

After that I become cold hearted bitch, not caring about people and getting close to them because I know if I do they'll die or leaves like others did. Last night I was walking to my mom's grave at night so nobody will see me and nobody will ask why 17 yers old girl is walking there. I meet one girl who was alone and shaking, I offer her my jacket but when she lifted her head I reconaze her and about to start running but she catch me and pushed me on the ground beating me up while talking how I ruined her familly and she's on the street right now beacuse of me but I stayed still and let her let her anger out on me, after she was done she stoods up and walks away leaving me on the ground shaking withouth jacket or any clothes on me. Slowly getting up and taking the old shirt she left on the ground, walking slowly to my house, stepping in and passing out on the ground scaring my roomate. 

"You're finally awake" soft voice filled the whole room and I stayed still not moving at inch of my body. She looked at me and stayed still not saying anything.
"I'm sorry" I said with my quiet voice finally breaking down infrond of her, she rushed to me and hugged me tightly like mother could do when she see that her child isn't okay.

"Shhh everything is okay now, you're safe now" she whispered in my ear with her soft voice rubbing my back tyring to conform me. I was shaking in her arms and trying to breathe because I slowly feel my attacks coming in.

You see, y'all can understand when you went through bad trauma in your childhood but trying to act happy and like you're okay, slowly breaking inside knowing that if someone break your heart or do something bad to you that you'll break completely. "You can't break what's already broken" the sentence we all know when we fall deep in depression and anxiety attacks getting harder.

This society is getting worse and worse, seeing kids curse, yelling and making their familly mad or sad but they don't know what they did wrong.
The girl next to me go through worse shit, she was raped multiple times, people saying she's not good enough, her body shape is not good, too fat to slim. Showing to much body, showing less of her body. Men's can't control themselves because they need someone who'll fill their needs and then leaves you like bag of potatoes on the ground.

Whenever I'm feeling like shit she comes here leaving everything beside and confronting me until I calm down or I passed out because of stupid attacks, we helped each others alot in the hard times but in school is getting worse. Holding that mask on your face all the time pretending you're someone who you're not, someone who's always happy and don't have any problems in our lives.

Finally calming down I saw her with worried expression on her face.
"I'm fine, I just nedded to calm down and that's it.. you don't need to worry" she hit back of my head and wipe the tears that almost falled down on her face.
"Stop lying you little shit, I see you're not fine"

to be continued... 

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- bunny