When My Skies Turned Gray

Numb

I arrived at our class and saw new faces and new people.I am surprised by how crowded our room was.Great,just great.I sat by the corner and looked out of the window and i wasn't paying attention to anyone.I hated every single person in the room and i couldn't care less.

"Oh my god,have you heard about Tyler?I never knew that he was married."

"Really?How pretty!She is so lucky,i wish i was just her."

"*laughs*Bitch,You can be her anytime but Tyler would never like you."

"Oh shut up,look how sweet they are."

Fuck,Do you really have to talk about him and his wife right in front of me?Pathetic.

"I heard he dated a man before her,Tyler was gay?!"

"Really?I guess Tyler really never loved that guy for sure*laughs*"

"I know right,That guy must be stupid"

Yeah,I'm stupid.I'm really stupid for loving that jerk.Wait,These girls really has guts to talk about that here,gossiping around isn't really my thing.Are you really not ashamed?
The teacher came and greeted us a pleasant morning.What's so pleasant about it anyway?
After a few hours,i walked out of our class and heard some screams on the entrance.It's 10 in the morning,these people really has no specific time and place to outrage like this.Me and Sam are walking at the park and i am really tired.

"Hey,Ethan.I'm leaving.I still have this meeting at 2 pm,i'll just meet you later after."

"But we just got here."

"It's really urgent,I'll make it up to you let's eat something delicious later."

"Hey wait!"

Sam left me without saying anything,that bitch.I am all alone again,that's boring.I looked up in the sky and just admired the good weather.I always remembered how me and Tyler used to sit on the grass on the middle of the field and just stare at the stars at night.*laughs*The height difference are really something i used to love before.I am at 170 cm but Tyler is at 185 cm.I was just having my peaceful day when i tried to walk a little bit more but then i saw Tyler while he looks at me in a surprised face.Do i look like a ghost?Do i look bad?But i also panicked,i can't blame him.He's my ex,Think about how you'll feel once you see your ex once again.I tried to run away but he quickly ran and pulled my arm.

"Ethan."

His deep and warm voice trying to make me stop from breaking off echoed in my ear.Is this really the right time?All i felt was anger and pain,i wanted to beat him up to pulp but i wanted to run away.Please tell me i'm dreaming,just...please.

"Can we talk?"

                 To be continued...