Chapter 1 ~ Discoveries

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ALVIN'S POV

"Phew, finally finished all of my work." I said to myself.
  I let out a big sigh before looking at Theodore. I asked him, "Hey, Now that I'm finished with all of my work, how about we go to the beach?" Thedore smiled and simply replied with a sure. I smiled back. I got changed and the both of us head towards the car. Simon stares at us, asking a quick question. "Where are you two going?"
I replied, "To the beach, I promise Theodore I would take him."
"Why?" He looked at me up and down, and said "You're going out like THAT?"
"What's wrong with it?" I asked.
Simon replied. "Nevermind, you look great."
I smiled. "Thanks Simon!"
   
Me and Theodore started driving to the beach. "We're here Theodore." Thedore rushed to get out of the car, and ran into the water. "He's so silly.." I said to myself. I got all of the beach supplies out. "You forgot your floatie Theodore-"
He ran all the way to me, and took the floatie. "Thank you Alvin!!!" I gave him a hug. "No problem little brother, I'm always looking out for you!" I said. He swiftly gave me a hug back.
    We started walking onto the sand, and suddenly I stopped breathing.
I saw the hottest guy ever. "But I'm not gay or anything.... Am I?" I asked myself. "No way, it's just a compliment, nothing more!" I said to myself.
I continued walking until I had to abruptly stop. He came up to me and got really close and I started to blush, looking at his face. I sneaked a look at his finely-toned abs that gave me butterflies.. I can't believe this... I can't believe I'M in love with some GUY!! It can't be... He smirked, looking down at me. "Hey... What's your name?"
I managed to squeak out a quick sentence. "I-I'm Alvin.. What about you?"
He replied calmly. "Shaun."
I blushed.. he was so close to me! "T-That's a cute name.." I replied, though it might've come out as gibberish seeing as I really couldn't think straight. "Thanks cutie~" He said, winking. My face turned so red I bet I looked like a tomato.. "WELL, IT WAS NICE MEETING YOU BUT- I HAVE TO GO U-UHM... GO TO WORK GOODBYE HAVE A NICE DAY!!" I sputtered out, before quickly rushing to the car to avoid him..
How could someone be this cute? I just can't believe it..
       I called Theodore to the car, planning to head home... While riding home, I had some thoughts to myself. 'Am I that fruity?.. No... I'm straight, I like girls..' By the time we arrived home, I was all red and sweaty..
Simon came up to me, looking concerned. "Are you alright? Did you get a sunburn?"
"Don't worry, I'm fine!" I gave a quick smile as to not look too suspicious before quickly rushing to my room.
I started to squeal. I had butterflies, I can't believe I met the love of my life... 'He was so adorable.. How could he be this cute? It's unbelievable.. He's so nice.. friendly.. f-flirty... and caring. How could you not love someone like that... Then I started to question what my sexuality could really be... am I gay? I mean.. I like girls! and boys.. could I possibly be... bisexual?... I think so.... I should tell everybody the good news!' I rushed downstairs, ecstatic!
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Realization hit me.
Simon was homophobic, I can't come out! Simon isn't going to accept me, he'll HATE me! Maybe I should just tell Theodore instead.. I hope he'll be supportive, I hope...

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