My dad kicked me out.. I didn't even do anything wrong. Guess it's time to listen to some music. My hairs have been super straight lately, I haven't slept in days due to my parents yelling and arguing about my existence. I'm adopted, haha why would anyone want a kid like me. Raging temper, kills their enemies without anyone knowing, who knows. Eh, whatever, there's no point. I'm turning 19 in a week so woohoo, happy early birthday to me I guess.
I have a date tonight so I definitely gotta get some new clothes and other things to take care for tonight. My ugly ass never gets anyone so.. yeah. Chris and I met in the bleachers at gym class, he's a nice man. Anyways, let's go to the store.
Alrighty.. let's see what we got, cologne nice, a razor to shave my stubble, a nice button down with some black pants and a pair of dressy boots? Nice! Definitely gettin these with Ma's money hehe. Now it's... OH SHOOT ALMOST 6 PM! GOTTA GET READY!
I stop by the old Vasoline auto repair place where Uncle Sam works, luckily he helped me out by brushing my luscious hair. Oowie I need a trim, my curls are startin' to come out. Now that I'm all dressed up, he lets me use the truck he bought me a while back for this special occasion. I take the keys and head out to the Fort Trumbull State Park.
I find him waiting along a tree with his beautiful blue eyes looking out for me.
"Chris!" I say happily smiling.
"Eek! Sammy!" He says running to me.
He hugs me tight, I didn't know what to do, I was never usually hugged so I just kinda pat his back awkwardly.
He laughs reaching up to me to boop my nose. I giggled, it was unusual for someone to do that. I was 6 foot and he was maybe 5'9 so about a 3 inch difference.
"Come on! Let's get walkin' Sam!" He says happily taking my hand.
I melted, that big smile and him taking my hand made me feel something I never felt. It made me warm and smile. He wraps his hand in mine and starts talking about his passion, his passion was boats and the ocean. Something about sailing on the ocean made him really really happy. I could listen to him talk for hours about it, he was always so happy about something near me.
"I recently just got this awesome sailboat from my uncle Tom, we rode it out last night while there was a low tide" he says turning red in excitement to tell me.
I smiled and looked down at him. He blushed insanely hard, I giggled and got a little closer to him. I wasn't used to showing the love I never got to show to someone so I took my opportunity.
"Chris, how would you like to be mine" I say holding his hands close to my big palms.
His eyes widen squealing in excitement, he nods and hugs me tightly. I felt adrenaline come in, this excitement made me so happy and anxious. To finally feel another person, finally. I rubbed his head with my long nails. He nuzzled my neck and I purred. That's something he liked always.
I pull him off and swing him around and kiss him passionately. Finally, my love is showing, after being touch starved almost all my life. I found the one, my baby, my small little boy all for me.
He turned tomato red and I giggled. He gets all shy and fiddles with his fingers.
"Baby that felt so g-"
I cut him off and kiss him again, this time pushing him down against a nearby tree, making out with him for a long time. I loved kissing, kissing was one of the biggest things I loved. I held his waist and jaw, he rolled his eyes feeling my fingers rubbing his jawline.
We pulled off and he got even more red, I sat with him close and hugged his body watching the water ripple. He loved the ocean, and it was passing onto me now.
He nuzzles my neck again and kisses my tense neck and shoulders. I whimper and groan in pain, I was always working at the repair shop and never really got rest. He gets deep into the muscle and I yelp loudly.
"Oh baby does that hurt 🥺" he says rubbing my broad shoulders.
I nod and he massages it. I groan and whimper in pain, man did that fuckin' hurt. He kisses behind my neck and ear and I make small moans.
He giggles and hugs my long body. I kiss his cheeks and he was flustered. I smile and lay back. He sits next to me and looks up to me, it was getting dark, the boats and ferries were coming back. It was his favorite part.
"Baby" he says stroking my cheek.
"Yes my love"
"I had a fun night tonight" he says smiling. .
"I'm glad you did baby" I say kissing his hand.
He melted when I did that, he just stuttered and made weird noises. I laughed and exchanged rhe note he gave me behind the bleachers the day before.
"I'll read it to you" I say putting my glasses on.
"To Chris, my beloved Chris, Chris you've made me feel super super loved the last 3 weeks, my baby, you deserve to be loved, whether it's by me or anyone, you deserve it for teaching me how to love, feel happy, and always being by my side every night" I say looking at him.
"Aww baby" he says kissing me.
I hold him close and we watch as the ferries and boats finally land on shore. We say our goodbyes and leave for the night. But... I didn't want to leave him cause I knew that something bad would happen if I go back home. I sat in my truck, staring at the night turn black thinking about my past with Chris. It was only 2 weeks but he's helped me more than my own parents.
I turn my favorite tunes on and head out for the night. I came home and my parents were fighting, the worst they ever had.
"MOM?!" I say standing in between them both.
She was angry, holding a knife at Dad. Dad was about to shoot her.
"ENOUGH!" I say yelling at them.
"MOVE!! OR ELSE!!" he says pushing me over.
That was my last straw, I grew angrier and angrier and my claws came out..WAIT MY CLAWS?! WHAT THE FUCK?!
He looked at them in horror and Mom was in shock. I smirked even though I was unsure about what they were, then of course he took his shot. He shot me, making me fall to the ground.
"WILLIAM!!" She says to him, she kicks him and orders him to get out.
He was shocked, he thought he aimed at her but I took a bullet for my mom.. even though she wasn't my mom. I look up to her as best as I could, I could see her tears.
"Oh Sam, Sam stay with me Sam! Come on baby" she says calling 911.
I knew something would happen, it always happens, everytime something good happens, a bad thing happens to me.
"Sam the ambulance is coming, stay with me" she says holding my hand.
I didn't, she was only doing that to "care" for me. And that meant the world to me but I couldn't trust her.
