I was sitting in Mr. Johnson's social studies class, inpatient. After school I was going to my best friend Jonahs house to play Minecraft. When I heard the final bell of the day I darted out of the classroom to go meet Jonah at our meeting spot, a tree about twenty feet from the school.
Once we reached his house we immediately ran inside and turned on his Xbox, it has been so long since I had been to his house. We played on our creative world we had created when we were in third grade, we are in eighth grade now. After about three and a half hours it was time for me to leave, but on the way out of the door when I waved to him and said bye, I felt something.
Something different.
The way I felt when I looked at a cute girl, but this wasn't a girl.
This was Jonah.
When I saw him at school the following day, that feeling hadn't gone away. And also I didn't feel attraction towards the girls I had before.
In fact, I didn't feel attracted to girls at all.
At first I thought nothing of it, but after school I started to think I had a crush on Jonah. But this couldn't be I was always attracted to girls and all of a sudden I'm not? I was always an ally of the lgbtqia+ community, but always thought I was straight, but as of now, I am not
