Is it incorrect to assume I am worth so little to you
Because of your willingness to leave me behind.
Am I hateful to wish for the deaths of others
All because I know that you stand in the firing line
Are my emotions not credible to any
And unjustifiable to the eyes of reason
Is it so wrong that my trash is full of letters
Begging you to commit treason
Is it weird I stare at the door
For hours, that turn to days, and weeks
That If given the choice to send someone else
I would do it, if it brought you to me
Am I crazy for sleeping with the picture of you
That once stood on our night stand
Or for not being able to talk to my sister
Because she still gets to hold her man
And worst of all I have to ask you
Is it bad to keep this all inside
My overwhelming questions and concerns
That ive had since you made me say goodbye