LOVE WINS

chapter nine.

In the heart there is a weird feeling, the feeling that was confused before is now certain, it's like if the butterflies that flew inside his belly were poisoned while the scene of the woman who stole his mind kissing other slowly reproduces in his head.

The feeling of guilt invaded Mia's body while she wondered how she was able to do this with Sebastian, the rational side of all this is to stop to think that they are not a couple, but the irrational side of her feelings invade her head when she sees him and that irrational side makes it clear to her how much she likes him.

He wakes up to reality quickly and makes a single movement leaving the place.

- Cara, get the fuck out of here. - Mia took a deep breath after saying that, she know she just messed up her whole situation with Sebastian and it's also not a good time to have Cara smiling about the situation beside her.

- You just kissed me, you can't ask m...- Cara's laugh while she speaks got on Mia's nerves, Mia asked herself if Cara was literally planning to do this. How can someone be that mean.

- I'm not fucking asking, the kiss was a mistake and I want you to leave right now. - Mia can't even look at Cara due to her nervousness, her mind was generating a thousand negative thoughts every second, what did she have to do, go after Sebastian?  Wait a while?  Stay alone?  Crying all night?  This is a long ass day to Mia.

- I am not leaving, you need to listen to...

- Shut up, shut up...- Mia kept saying that for two minutes while Cara was filling her head with words and stupid ideas. She stopped to think about how Sebastian was feeling, he looked so angry, Mia had to do something.

- I thought you liked to hear my voice. - Cara says looking at Mia, she's really throwing all her words on Mia.

- Cara, seriously? Don't do this to yourself. This don't work. - Mia says pointing to the two of them. - And it never will. My heart really hurt when I stop to think that a intelligent, brilliant woman like you put yourself to do a thing like this...- In nine years of knowing Cara, Mia was never that honest with her. - Stop humiliating yourself, you don't need this. - She tries to bring Cara some kind of clarity, trying to let her believe that their relationship didn't have other feeling but show of power and obsession, nothing healthy.

With the lucid words Mia's body wakes up, her mind already knows what she has to do, if she doesn't go after Sebastian she'll torture her own feelings and his feelings too, so Mia moves around the kitchen looking for her car keys and her phone.

Cara is standing there with a face of denial, she refuses to lose what was hers for so long, but unfortunately for her, she didn't make a good use.

- And now you're going to run after your prince? - She chuckles seeing Mia grabbing her keys. Mia is so done with her, but being rational and responsible she prefers to resolve this in words.

- I hope you're not here when I come back. - She says closer to Cara's face who stands there without a reaction.

Leaving her apartment to go after him is the right thing to do, even though she has no idea what to say to him but willpower motivates her.

Sebastian had already arrived at his apartment, the entire way he didn't say a word, the situation shook him.  He's aware that Mia isn't his girlfriend, yet, but he wants her. Just for him.

Seeing her with someone else made him believe that all that great connection they had seems fake. Could anyone do this? Faking it all, the way she opened up and gave herself to him, the way she looked at him, was it all a lie? At 38 years old all that he was thinking is that all made sense, of course a young famous supermodel was going to fuck with his feelings.