ok so this book is about a trans Male who has been going through alot such as verbal abuse, anxiety attacks, and bipolar disorder. I have not done alot of research on bipolar disorder but I will try to get the point across without non educational se...
A/N ok real quick I need to address that Neptune is very carefree when it comes to his style which means he dresses masculine and feminine because he wants to show that wearing feminine clothes does not mean that you must be a women. And there will be pictures of his outfit but he one up top is the one hes wearing and the one below are his shoes.
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Neptunes pov
I woke up to the calm words of my mom saying 'hey bun bun I have work till 4 tonight so you get yourself ready for the day and dont miss me to much bunnies, alright well I have to go have a great day buns' as my alarm. It's my moms voice mail that she sent me, no shes not dead. Shes just never around.
I rubbed my eyes and stood up feeling super dizzy but ignoring it and walking out of my wide open door and stepping on a bunch of clothes while walking down the hallway. I made it to the bathroom and grabbed the paw patrol toothpaste, my favorite. And my violet and black toothbrush and started brushing my teeth. For like 20 seconds then I put it down but not before rinsing it down. I turned the water on cold and put my mouth under the tap to catch the water into it. Once my mouth was full I turned off the tap and lifted my head back up and gargled the water for 15 seconds and spit it into the sink.
I grabbed the rag from the cabinet behind the mirror and ran it under like warm water on it and started to wash down the counters a bit. I walked out of the bathroom with the cloth still in hand. I went down the hallway picking up a few pieces of clothes and went to the thing where you can drop clothes down from upstairs. I then went through the door right next to the and right on the door was a bunch of butterfly drawing, a picture of a huge moth on a window and the words 'karma'.
"Hey little moth" I whisper walking into into the room more and sitting down criss cross apple sause on the foor next to the bed. I rubbed her cheek gently pushing her hair back while she slowly moves awake " hi " she roughly says, clearly needing some water. " 7:30 moth, you need to get up for school. I'll make your butterfly pancakes" I softly said to her. She sat up slowly pushing down her tmnt pajamas I got her for her fourth birthday. "Ok bro bro" *that's the name I call my brother*
I pick her up carrying her on my hip as she leans her head on my shoulder. I walk through the hallway down to the stars walking down making sure to not step on the open hole on the third step. We got to the kitchen and I set her down on the dirty counter top. God this house is a mess. I grab the pancake mix and a bowl. "You need the butterfly shape thingy" karma reminds me. I smile at her and pull it out from behind my back making her gasp and call me a magician.
I made the pancakes while karma sings shiny from moana. I push karma's head down and open the cupboard that was behind her. I grab the butterfly plastic plate and close the cupboard door so she could lift her head back up.
"My wirthdays tommorow right" I nod my head and point at the pancakes asking her which one she wants. "I'm gonna be eighth" shes missing her two front teeth so she has a bit of a weird talking tone but its quite adorable. I grab the two pancakes she pointed to and cut them up into little pieces but I knew she'd throw a fit if I didnt peice it back into a butterfly so i did and put syrup with raspberry jam onto it.
