ok so this book is about a trans Male who has been going through alot such as verbal abuse, anxiety attacks, and bipolar disorder. I have not done alot of research on bipolar disorder but I will try to get the point across without non educational sentences about it. Also it's about his fam and what they go through. A/N neptunes deadname is mention because some of the characters are not aware of the the term trans or what it means and this book is to try to help people understand the concept and to try and understand it from a diffrent point of view such as Neptune's who has not had alot of faith in himself and has been trying to help himself get better. here are some things about Neptune deadname: fayda trans name: Neptune age: 15 hobbys: playing mincraft and listening to music. u will learn more about him when u read this book and to be clear this is a angst book.