To Be With You (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 13

I was shocked that Samuel was going to study in same university as me. I saw that he was coming to buy drinks with a girl this way. They were talking and laughing like couples. I didn't want him to see me, so I hide in backside of George. George was confused by that and asked what was happening. I said that I will explain everything after this. But I was coughing really bad that Samuel noticed me. He said to George, "He is coughing bad, I think you should take him to infirmary". George replied, "Sure, I will". Then Samuel left with that girl. After he left, I take a long breath. I explained to George that he was my friend two years ago but now he didn't talk to me. He asked that why did I hide from him. I replied that I used to love him some time ago. Then, we went to our classes. After class finished, I went to wait for George and we came back home. At night, I began to think about Samuel even that I don't want to. I think that he was happy in his life. He was taking care of that girl, must be his girlfriend. He must be happy as he was smiling really happily. Then, I went to look into the mirror and thought he would never like a guy like me. He would never love me as I am this ugly.