𝕰𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖕𝖎𝖘𝖒 || Miya Chinen x Reader || sk8 the infinity

𝖎𝖓𝖋𝖔

Hello my dear Friends and Stalkers~

Guess who just spent almost an hour on the cover for this story and it looks like shit uwu

AnYwAyS-

Sooo if you've read the description you should know what this story is about.. Well I've also mentioned there that it will be very much inspired or just directly based off of things that happened to me irl.

Feel free to give feedback or smth if it bothers you. I will try to come up with other ideas then.

Well first thing first
How did it come to this story?
Honestly, I don't really know either
I've been on Google quite a lot in the last few days and well I was looking for Miya x readers but well I didn't really like any of the ones I've found... (I don't mean that in an offensive or hateful way though)
Sooo and well then I've just decided to write one myself-
It's probs gonna suck tho and be 10 times worse than all those I've read before lol.

Well anyway you know I'm an escapist myself and uh yeah recently my mom actually bought me a skateboard (I've wanted one since I was around 6 honestly) and yeah well then I accidentally came across an article on google which said that Skateboarding improves your mental health and stuff and can provide escapism.

Here's the whole thing:

Well and that was actually my main inspiration for this story.

I've also mentioned that (Y/N) will be heavily based off of myself in real life so their way of thinking and reactions to some things might be a little hard to understand and well it might just make no sense at all...

Their personality will be also quite weird I think (Ofc I'll try my best to make them a good character but oh well-) and well they might have a kinda cruel/murderous mind-? Well uhm I don't really know I might update this chapter later once I've written some things from (Y/N) s PoV and stuff. (Y/N) may make make a depressive impression and well I'm quite insensitive about that topic actually... Like, I'm here to help depressed ppl and stuff (feel free to dm me when you need to talk!) but sometimes I honestly just think like "that's it? That's the reason why you're so broken and sad all the time and want to (maybe) end your life? Wow."
BUT by thinking that I don't mean that you're being too sensitive or something or that you have no reason to be depressed or that I have more reason or something like that (I'm not depressed) everyone is different and has a different way to feel about things and a different perspective.

Yeah I don't really know how to explain it actually so I'll just move on before I mess it up completely.

Well I don't really know what trigger warnings to put but if you've read this chapter so far and feel uncomfortable I would suggest you not to continue reading..

There may be mentions of:
-suicidal mind and maybe suicide attempts
-self harm like cutting or not eating/drinking enough or not at all
-Escapism
-Nihilism¹
-Alcoholic Father and well just a bad family in general
-Trauma?
-Panick attacks and anxiety
-Being an introvert²
-gore/murder
-pervert stuff?
-smoking and drinking at a young age
- ...

Explanation of words with numbers above (¹&²)

¹Nihilism: the rejection of all religious and moral principles, in the belief that life is meaningless.

Philosophical definition:
the belief that nothing in the world has a real existence.

²Introvert: an introvert is basically a shy and reticent person which usually avoids being around people and might have social anxiety.

If you have any questions left or any criticism feel free to write it in the comments. I will try to respond them as soon as I can and well I will also pretty much try to update this book at least every 3 days or something like that but I can't promise since we're problaby going to poland for holidays in like 2 days. And again I'm really sorry if there are spelling and grammatical mistakes as I said before English isn't my national language (it's polish actually but I'm living in germany now-) quite weird eh?

With that being said I think we can start huh?

Enjoy~