I miss when they where like this😭❤️😭 Nash looks so cute and matt, cam, Shawn, jack j, and bae Taylor. And whoever fingers those are.
*Shawn's POV*
•2 weeks later•
I was loving the whole tour thing, but I was depressed I wanted to go home and let Taylor hold me in his arms. I just couldn't let down the fans, but I'm not giving them my best performance, so why should they waste their money to see me and I'm not giving them my best.
I laid in my bed the only thing separating me from the world was the black curtain. A tear slowly slid down my cheek. The whole thing with Aaliyah messed me up. I just wanted Taylor.
I was so homesick. I don't think I can continue this tour for another month. I hate to disappoint the fans, but sometimes I need to think of my well being before I think of others.
I would try to stay one more night. I mean we where only going to be driving for two days which left me to be depressed and sleep. I wanna to hear Taylor's voice so I decided to call him. I pretty sure everyone was still out to dinner.
"Hello?"A tired Taylor said through the phone. "hey" I said. His voice was not helping. "hey babe" I heard rustling around. I couldn't hold it in. "Taylor I wanna come home" I sobbed. "babe calm down shh.. don't cry. What's wrong?" Taylor cooed. "I just wanna come home. I just been so depressed, I don't wanna be on tour anymore I wanna be with you" I sniffled.
"It's ok I'll get you the next flight home just calm down ok?" Taylor said in a soothing tone. "o-ok" I hiccuped. "what time do you want to leave babe?" He asked. "what's the earliest" I questioned. "umm... 9:00am" he spoke. "ok that's fine. I love you" I said. "I love you too, now get some sleep I'll be at the airport to pick you up" Taylor said. "Ok I will bye" I spoke before hanging up.
I was sad to leave, but I bigger part was ready. I just had to tell the fans and Taylor S.
*Taylor's POV*
My poor baby sounded so hurt. Maybe it was best for him to come home. He sounded so vernuable. (I can't spell it) just like when his parents kicked him out.
I can't let him get in that position again. Shawn's well being was more important to me than anything.
•Next Morning•
*Shawn's POV*
I slowly walked through the crowded air port. I had told Taylor I was leaving the tour. She was very supportive.
I had already been through security, so I found a seat to sit in waiting for my flight to be called. I went on twitter and went to the little pen feather thingy.
@Shawnmendes
I'm a little down in the dumps right now so I decided to leave the tour. I'm sorry if you where gonna come to shows, just know I love y'all❤️
I tweeted it to the fans. Seconds later my phone was blowing up. Typical day of tweeting. There so fast at seeing it.
Minutes later my flight was finally called. I got up and made my way to the tunnel leading to the plain.
I found my seat. I got my own seat thank The Lord. I just wanna sit down and do my thing without someone bothering. I'm not in the mood.
I sat down and got comfortable. I sent Taylor a one last text.
Shawn- just got on the plane see you in a couple hours❤️
Taylor- can't wait❤️
I locked my phone and laid back closing my eyes this was gonna be a long flight.
(A/N I decided they are gonna live in South Carolina since I know the things that are around there)
•3 Hours Later•
*Taylor's POV*
I waited patiently looking through the crowed air port for Shawn. He just texted me five minutes ago that he landed, but it takes a while to get through the whole airport thing.
