As Long As-

Pain

He met Baekhyun a few months after his calvary. It was one of his drunken nights where he could think of no one but Sehun. He remembered then that he was too drunk to understand what the other was saying but he vaguely heard the words "model" and "looking for one".

The morning after, he saw Baekhyun outside his small apartment. He doesn't really want to stay at Sehun's house. It makes him wanna cry all over again. Makes him wanna pity himself which is what he's doing now. He was disturbed in his thoughts by Baekhyun's loud words.

"I'm sorry but do I know you?"

"Oh you don't remember? I met you at the bar last night. I've told Chanyeol I would find a model there and the dumbass doesn't believe me. Anyways we met last night. I told you I was finding a model and you're a good match for the job. You said you agreed so here I am now picking you up for your first day. "

"I'm sorry but I think you're wrong. A model? Are you out of your mind to see someone like me doing that? Sorry again. You went to the wrong person."

He was about to close the door but Baekhyun stopped him immediately.

"You were crying last night. You told me the reason why you end up like that and I think you're a very brave person Luhan. I've never seen someone like you and I admire you because of that."

"How much did you know?"

"Enough for me to know that you need to get up again. Look Luhan, I can help you do that. You just have to agree. You really are the best person for this."

"You don't understand. I don't have the guts to be a model. I don't even know what you saw in me for you to say that."

"You're beautiful Luhan, you just can't see that. They just can't see that."

Turns out Baekhyun is right. Two years passed and he slowly rose from his fall because of Sehun. He changed. He dyed his hair to silver blonde and he always made sure he looked pleasing to the eyes. Luhan turned into the model that Baekhyun had seen in him two years ago. The former Luhan who can't fix himself is gone, the Luhan who is weak, the Luhan who heavily relies on Sehun. That all changed in two years.

"So this is how fast someone can change Sehun. It only took you two years to leave me. Two years wasted because of my blind love for you. as long As I remember how much I loved you everything was fine. Nothing will matter."

He heard the bedroom door open.

"Hanieee I have news for you" Baekhyun said smiling at him.

"Spill it Baek."

"Well someone has managed to fall for the star's beauty once again. Oh Enterprises wants you to endorse their new product. They proposed a two month contract or maybe more if the promotion becomes successful."

"The Oh Enterprises?" Luhan said a little disturb at the information.

"Yes is there a problem Luhan?"

"I'm sorry Baek but I think I'll decline the offer."

"What? Luhan I know I taught you to raise your standards when it comes to your modeling career but Oh Enterprises is the biggest company here in Korea, they even reach all around the world and you are lucky if you are one of the brand ambassadors there. "

"You don't understand Baek."

"Say it Hannie."

Luhan told Baekhyun everything about his past.

"So you're saying your husband—"

"EX husband Baek"

"It's still the same. So you're saying that the man who left you in an instant is Sehun Oh? The CEO of the Oh Enterprises ?!"