it all started with 1 person who was desperate to make money.
so he joined the mafia he found a lover there killed a lot of other people and had a child, me my name is lizzy my dad died when I was 5 and I have been alone a lot since then. well anyway my mom had another child when I was 7 when she told her boyfriend he broke up with her so since that happened it's just been me my mom and my little sister iris. I get bullied alot but my sister and mother always cheer me up it's been 10 years since my dad died and I miss him alot anyway it's my sister's birthday tomorrow so I'm going to get her a gift I only have 50 dollars which should be enough to buy her kids makeup once I bought it I hid it under my bed and decided to go to bed even though it was just 7 PM. in the morning I woke up to my sister jumping on my bed screaming " it's my birthday it's my birthday wake up" she is so adorable I got up and made her chocolate chip pancakes my mom showed up and said "yum chocolate chip mind if I take some" I told her it was iris birthday so she would choose my sister quickly got up and brought it to my mom saying "of course mommy here have some " after that I cleaned up and we went to the trampoline park and played and after we went to a restaurant and I gave my sister her gift she jumped with happiness and I said " happy birthday sis " she said " your the best sister a sister could ask for" after eating and celebrating we went home and she played with her new makeup set i ordered some fast food and cake when it came we ate dinner and then sang happy birthday then we went to bed I got kinda scared knowing I would have school tommorow. as I left to school my bully came to me and pushed me on the floor saying " your so useless" I got up and started running as they said "your father's lucky he died he would have been disappointed with how you've become" I was able to run far enough away from him I did not want to hear another word from him I arrived at school and went to my first class as my bully gave me a note it said "you should die die die die kill yourself " that wasn't the first time I had gotten such a note but this one hit me hard should I die? what would happen I kept thinking about it about life and I decided I would die but how I already have marks I kept thinking until class was over I told my bully to meet me at the roof as my bully came I went over the fence and jumped as he tried to stop me I tought why was he trying to wasn't this what he wanted he cought my arm right on time and pulled me up with tears in his eyes he said " dont leave me lizzy I need you please dont go he hugged me and held me in his arm tears started building in my eyes as I said with my voice breaking "isn't this what you wanted?" he said "no I didn't mean it stay with me please " I said while crying " if I stay do you promise to be my friend and treat me better" he said " I promise I promise just please dont leave me " i hugged him back and we stayed in that position for a while until a teacher came and told us we had to go to class we went in holding hands as we sat I kept thinking what happened why did he suddenly care about me I didn't pay attention to class really. after all my classes I was on my way to the locker to get my stuff and leave when I shut my locker I saw my bully standing behind me saying should I walk you home I said sure he said get on my back so I went on his back and he took me home walking my house was only lik 10 minutes away he gave me a kiss on the forehead and said goodbye I blushed and went inside. in the morning I got up and heard my bell I went and as a surprise I saw my bully I invited him in he was very nice he gave me a kiss on the cheek and I said bye to my sis who was watching my bully then asked "do you want to be my girlfriend " I said yes it's been 5 years now my sister is 13 I'm 20 I'm kinda feeling unloved now he doesn't show me much affection anymore and he works late so I decided to spy on him and I cought him cheating with tears in my eyes and my voice breaking I said "but you promised " I ran to my car and left i saw him running after me at home I cried and then hanged myself the last thing I remembered seeing was him crying running to me pulling me down screaming "I'm sorry " up in the sky I saw my dad I ran up and hugged him he hugged me back we cought up and then he asked me why I killed myself I said because I was too lonely then he showed me my boyfriend crying and then then calling my mom and sister telling them I saw my sister crying saying" no lizzy why " my mom saying why did my sweet baby have to die I felt bad and cried in my dad's arms as I saw my sister and mom move on as my boyfriend became depressive I should have not done that my life is a gift I shouldn't have done that but what's done is done so dont commit suicide if your having trouble contact or reach out to people dont make a mistake you will regret...
