Esmeray POV:
I wish I could see the look on her face once I walk away,to be honest with u I could not stop thinking about this girl"I'm not gay" sure maybe she says that but the look on her face once I told her the bed situation,I wish I never said that I cringes at my worst pickup line ,I look down to the dagger,it was my most precious thing ever it was red while black blade and it's red color match perfect I drag it down on her,did she like it?,does she think I'm psycho?,does she have a age?,what If SHES 17!?,ok stop real question is she a leader in the Russian mafia?,that's hot if she is.
I go upstairs to my room,it was my home my dad says I need to come out more not for tattoos only he can go fuck off,I hate him all he ever cared about is himself and only him,once my mom died *cough* murder *cough* he look happy of some sort,I never understood,she had the most bright smile always did she would light up the house even when she had tough times,she also said to me no matter who I want to be she will always love me for who I am ofc she said that once I came out,my dad didn't take it well tho he was drunk for almost 2 months,as a little girl I thought my father was a hero,but now I see him nothing but a monster,monster,monster
Your wondering why maybe he's just not so bad,after he gave me the lead as a Leader,he said while he was drunk once he should of gave it to Luca,Luca wasn't ofc a bad option but he was ....weak he didn't like the fact that killed torturing,people for days he even trow up once he saw a drop of blood on me,he means the world to also the last person I believe and have trust in besides ofc my "besties"there so totally probably straight.
I ofc once again though of her...again she has the most beautiful eyes even tho she was a little sas with them.
*I JUST STARTED THIS SHIT AND CANE UP WITH LIKE A HUNDRED MORE IDEAS AN RAN OUT OF MY IDEAS WITH THIS BOOK HELP HELP!*
