Differences || Tubbo x !fem Reader

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Y/N took a deep breath. She's standing in the entry way of the cave from Spiri, looking at the now destroyed Polli.

She has been alone for a few hours now, just drifting off to space. The other evacuees are now asleep and some phantoms and starbornes are looking out for any enemy. Thankfully, there has been no sightings of an enemy yet.

Y/N had her hands in her pockets, sighing to herself, when suddenly she felt someone place a hand on her shoulder. She jumped and immediately turned around. She was met by Tommy's smiling face.

"That was the first time I actually scared you." Tommy chuckled, standing next to her.

"Well, who wouldnt be scared if youre constantly worrying about a war that can happen anytime." Y/N shrugged. "Im just stressed and.. upset."

Tommy looked at her and he saw the pain never left her eyes. She mightve looked strong and like a role model to the others, but deep inside she was still upset by what happened to Tubbo.

"Hey." Tommy called, placing a hand on Y/N's shoulder. "You have to be strong. For Tubbo, for everyone."

Y/N smiled and turned to Tommy. He placed both of his hands on her shoulders and made them face each other.

"I know it hurts, Im hurting too," Tommy admitted, his smile completely wiped away. "but those people are relying on us. We need to be strong for them."

"I know." Y/N nodded.

"Im always here." Tommy said. "If you need to rest, Ill take over for you. Okay?"

Y/N nodded and smiled at him.

"Dont be afraid to talk to me about anything." Tommy added.

Tommy then pulled Y/N into a hug, a tight hug.

"Itll be weird to say this but," Tommy spoke. "I love you Y/N like my own sister. Youre very important to me."

Y/N chuckled. "Youre very important to me too, Tommy. I love you too like my own brother."

They let go of the hug and smiled at each other. They turned to the view infront of them again.

"So what are you doing here?" Tommy asked.

"Relax a bit." Y/N shrugged. "Feel the peace while it lasts."

"Hmm." Tommy nodded.

"Tommy?" Y/N called after a few seconds of silence.

"Yeah?" He turned back to her.

"Didnt- Didnt you say I can talk to you about anything?" She asked, sadness in her eyes.

"Yeah." Tommy nodded. "Why?"

Y/N looked down at the ground and sighed.

"Y/N?" Tommy called again.

"I.. I never got to tell.. Tubbo my.." Y/N started, then hesistated whether to tell Tommy or not.

"Your what?" Tommy stepped closer to her and placed a hand on her shoulder.

"I grew feelings for Tubbo," She blurted out. She looked up at Tommy who has his eyebrows raised. "and I never got to tell him."

Tommy didnt reply, Y/N couldnt blame him. Y/N never really said anything like this to Tommy, let alone having feelings for his childhood friend who just died.

"I just needed to say it to someone.." Y/N sighed. "I cant tell him anymore and the pain is eating me alive."

"You just needed someone to help you with it." Tommy muttered and Y/N nodded. "Why didnt you tell him sooner?"