"this is why i was paranoid about us getting together. i don't wanna get megumi involved and hurt him in the process."
"oh, so you're okay with hurting me then?"
in which toji's ex girlfriend accidentally became a substitute mother figure for his te...
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dating when you already hit the big age of 33 is tricky. it's even trickier when you already have a son waiting for you at home.
toji is unable to bring women to his residence—at least not with the intention of hooking up. his pubescent 15 year old son is not exactly the most welcoming host, alas toji understands completely when he came from.
megumi had always been a little closed off. he doesn't really talk unless someone talks to him first, he doesn't really put himself out there at school, and he doesn't spend much time outside of his bedroom. typical teenager, one might say, but when you're a single dad trying your best to bond with your son only to have him push you out; that's when it gets hard to bear.
toji never thinks of megumi as a barrier between him and his dating life. his dating pool isn't exactly the widest, but its not a hassle of him to look for a woman. the issue is that it never gets beyond hooking up. it never gets beyond checking in to a hotel room at 1 AM and hurrying to be at home before megumi departs to school. it never gets intimate, or personal. everything is too physical and it never escalates to where toji wants it to be. don't get him wrong, he loves sex. he's overworked and is still adjusting being a single parent—despite having been one pretty much megumi's whole life—and he needs to blow off steam. but toji is a pretty sentimental person. he craves of even a little ounce of anything romantic taking part in his life. sex is not the only thing that he wants, and it sucks that that's the only thing that he's able to make happen for himself.
toji wanted something more than flings. he wants someone whom he can talk to everyday, someone to hold him when he's upset, someone to come home to when gets off from work. toji is tired of being greeted by a cold, empty house with no other noise besides the sound of megumi playing video games in his room.
but would he second guess when he's faced with exactly that? could he possible commit to such deal? could he actually find someone who can, not only love him, but megumi as well?
all toji wants is someone who can make him feel like home, all megumi wants is for toji to leave him alone and stop treating him like he's five years old.
its funny how the universe have someone who might just be the middle ground of their issues.
( ... )
had to do it for our dilf
prepare for a intimacy-depraved toji and a grumpy megumi
as you can tell this is an au so its not gonna follow even the slightest bit of jjk's plot. i also changed the ages to fit into my storyline.
and if youre looking for a smut book, this isnt one. i doubt im gonna write a detailed smut here cause i want to give toji a personality rather than just being a sex symbol lol. i want to focus more on his role as a single father and his struggles rather than just his sex life. dont get me wrong, smut books of him are great but i just wanna focus more on him as a dad rather than a dilf yall get what im saying