Dear lover...

chapter 9 '' funeral ''

september 1st 2021
rogers house
2:56 am

'' my sister is on board she knows now about what roger did about you two and about our bodies buryed in the garden '' i said as jennifer and alice were listening to me, it had been two hours since i had talked with lana about everything now we just needed to talk with robin about it. '' hey mia your funeral is today in a few minutes are you going to go and see what they do your sister is going to be there too '' alice said reminding me that lana had prepared my furneral for 3:10 today i had forgotten about it '' oh yeah well i should get going then might see roger there too '' i said getting ready to go '' i wish we were like you it has to be so relieving being able to leave this dump '' alice then said making me stop. alice saying that surprised me it had caught me so off gaurd i didnt even know how to react to it '' why do you say that '' i said turning to her as jennifer put on a sad face '' what alice means is that your lucky to be able to go places other than around here we cant do what you can do so we just stay here and watch roger and well watched you and roger but hey now its robin for a few '' jennifer said as she turned to me and looked away '' jenny dont worry after you two get what you guys have always wanted to have you guys will be able to go anywhere you desire '' i said hugging both alice and jennifer '' you think so '' alice said hugging me really tight. alice is like a tiny child in a adult body it was funny and adorable alot of time while jennifer was different she was a adult with a nice personality that gets covered up with a serious tone. '' yes i know so but now its time for me yo go before the funeral starts besides i have to go see what ugly ass outfit they put me in '' i said making jennifer laugh '' jesus dont remind me me and alice atleast got lucky that our reports were missing so we didnt have a furneral to worry about being put in a ugly outfit '' jennifer said making alice giggle '' well you go we will be here waiting to hear about it '' alice said letting me know that i can go . i then walked out the door heading to where lana said the funeral was going to be held, lana has money enough money in fact to make my funeral to days after i died. i was inspired by her to be the exact same but as you can see im dead those plans arent on my list anymore. '' well here we are '' i whispered to myself watching as people i dont even remember walking in black into the funeral home '' who even are these people '' i said to myself as i began to walk into the home watching people cry over the casket that my body was in only a few people i recognized from highschool and some from college before i dropped out, i was going to be a artist i had such a passion for painting and drawing. '' thank you '' i can hear lana say as she sat in the corner under the tv that was showing a slideshow of pictures of me when i was little to now, lana then looked up and i guess she saw me that her eyes opened wide and she began to smile, she then proceeded to get up and walk towards the casket i guess that she wanted me to follow her so i did. lana then stopped and looked over to me and began to talk as quietly as possible so that people didnt think she was crazy '' so you like the outfit i tryed to get it close to what you would have liked '' lana said making me giggle '' its fine lana i like it '' i said knowing i was lying my body had a dress i would wear alot it was my favorite dress she also made them put my favorite shoes on the only things i didnt like was my hair and makeup it was to bright i was a dark almost natural makeup kind of girl i didnt like how bright colors looked on me. '' well enjoy the funeral sis it is your funeral after all '' lana said i can tell she wanted to give me a hug or atleast look at me but she couldnt there were to many people around us if she did they would think that my death was making her go mad so she just ended up walking away but before she did she looked at me and smiled....