Guilty under Pressure

Bloody love

Lights POV:
I hear Jade crying and I start to get worried. 'Can I come in?' I replete till she lets me in. She was on floor sobbing. I sat down next to her to comfort her. Then I quietly ask, 'What happened Jade?'. Her expression changes quickly from sobbing to cold to completely fine. I was surprised at her sudden expressions. 'I- Umm it's nothing.' The black silky haired girl said in a unsure tone. 'Please don't lie...' I say lifting up her chin and making her face me. 'What happened.' I ask with a cold expression. 'I- I just- one of my friends died!!' The girl says stuttering a lot. 'Oh..' I sigh. I spent like 30 minutes comforting Jade till someone opened the door. 'Hola bestie- LIGHT?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!' A beautiful yellow haired girl exclaims surprisedly. 'I just finished apologizing to Jade because I accidentally hit her.' I lied. 'Oh- sorry Light' The yellow haired girl said with a smile, before adding; 'Anyways it's time for lunch! We are having something that isn't happy burger!' The girl said excitedly. 'Oh okay we will be there in a moment! You can head out!' The black silky haired girl said with a fake smile. 'Okay but DONT TAKE TOO LONG!!' The girl yelled as she walked out of the door and shut it. 'Phew..' The black haired girl sighed. I look Jade deeply in the eye and suddenly I can't control myself. I lean in towards her. Closer and closer. 'Light?' The silky haired girl asked confused. I slightly peck her lips and fall in control again. I start blushing like crazy. 'AH- I DID NOT MEAN IT!!' I say panicking. 'U-Uhm it's okay!' The black haired girl said turning redder and redder. She holds my hand and helps me up. We walk to the table and sit across from each other. Charli sits right next to me and holds my hand. 'Light can I feed chuu??? The adorable orange haired girl said excitedly. 'No!' I quickly say. Charli holds my chin and faces me towards her. 'What do you want' I say. 'I want... YOU!' The orange haired girl says kissing me on the cheek. The whole squad laughs except Jade. 'Hah stupid SIMP!!' The pink haired boy named Zach exclaims loudly. 'I'm not a simp!!' The Orange haired girl whines. 'Yeah and I'm the queen of England!' The blue haired boy named Sora replies sharply. Everyone begins laughing more. 'Hey Jade why are you so silent?' The yellow haired girl with pigtails asks Jade. 'She must be jealous of Light' The orange haired girl said smiling. 'Oooh Charli thinks you like her! What do you say to that?' A Red-head asks Jade playfully. 'Charli if I had to be Jealous of someone, that someone would be you, not Light.' The raven girl responds with a smirk. 'HEY!! Back off Lights mine!' The orange haired girl said in a jokingly protective tone. The rest of the squad members just keep on making random noises like 'ooooh' or 'uhh'. I get a bit red. 'So Light, how does it feel to have two people like you?' A dark haired man named Levi asks calmly. 'It feels... interesting?' I say confused. 'I hope Charli wins you over light' A white haired boy named Luca says quietly. 'Hey I heard that!' The black haired girl said annoyed. 'Well uh.. I have already chose who I like..' I accidentally spill out. My face turns redder. Ever becomes silent and looks at me. 'Who is it?!' They all begin ask loudly. 'I.. can't tell you guys...' I say embarrassed. 'Come on!!' The white haired boy said. I walk out of the kitchen and go to my room. Around hours later, it's 2:56 in the morning and I here someone walking out the door. I slowly walk behind them. They had a hoodie on so I couldn't tell who it was. They stopped at a pink house. I started to feel uneasy. They walked in the house and shut the door. I followed them. I saw there was a pink haired girl on a white bed. I saw the hooded person pull out a knife and I got scared. I rushed out of the house quickly. I remember knocking something over before feeling a sharp pain in my back. I fell on the floor blood fell down my back, fell out my moth and I fainted. I woke up in a hospital. My eyes flutter open and I look around. 'Light!' The black haired girl and the orange haired girl said at the same time. They both hugged me. 'What happened?' I ask. 'We don't know..' The orange haired girl sighed. 'Oh..' I murmur. 'Where's everyone else?' I ask confused. 'Oh they already left.. It's just me and Charli.' The black haired girl responded. I tried to remember what happened but then my head started to hurt. 'Ugh!' I manage to make out. 'Are you okay?!' They both say. 'Uhm yeah..' I respond. 'Well me and Charli have to go.. So have a good day!' The black haired girl says sadly. They leave the room. I take a deep breath and sigh. What the heck did I get myself into? Wait the girl! 'Wait!' I yell. Charli comes, it looks like Jade already left. 'What is it Light?' The squirrel asks innocently. 'Did.. that girl that lives in that pink house die?!' I ask desperately. 'Oh.. Dove. She died in her sleep, she was stabbed 10 times..' The orange haired girl said in a sad tone. 'Uhm who in the squad owns a black hoodie?' I ask. 'Uh.. Levi and Jade and Alex and uh, Zach. 'Did dove hate any of them?' I ask concerned. 'I'm not sure but, Dove hated Alex but Alex didn't hate dove, Zach hated Dove but Dove loved Zach, and that's all I know.. Sorry if that didn't help..' She says ashamed. 'No that helped..' I say with a smile. Charli laughs a bit. 'What do I get as a reward?' She asks smirking. 'What does she get?' I think to myself. I hesitate before pecking her on the cheek. She gets really happy and kisses me on the lips. I blush a bit.

I told everyone that I had already chosen who I loved, but

I lied.. I still loved both of them equally.

They are the best people I've ever met.

How could I choose? Or should I just remain single?

All of these questions confuse me.

Who would I choose?