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(Sebastian's P.O.V)
A small, pale boy sat in the corner of a cold, lonely cell. His greasy raven hair falling in front of his face as he shook in the corner.
The wooden door was suddenly slammed open. Crimson eyes widened in fear despite a crooked smile being forced onto his smooth cheeks.
A similar, yet older looking man entered the room, a wicked smirk on his lips as he eyed the quivering child. "Looks like my boy is ready for another game," he said, shutting the door before yanking a rack of various torture devices from the shadows.
The boy flinched slightly, making his first priority to keep the smile plastered onto his face despite the tears streaming down his cheeks. "Y-Yes, Daddy," he responded as the father grabbed a rusty dagger, approaching the boy.
"Say 'ah', son," he said, roughly grabbing the ravens hair and yanking it back so his jaw fell open. "Wake up Sebastian."
And with that, I jolted awake; skin sleek with sweat, crimson eyes wide. My back heaved as I panted heavily. Tears began to stream down my cheeks in an uncontrollable fashion.
No more, Daddy please, no more. I-I don't want to play anymore games. I-I'm tired of the blood, I just need you to give me a hug. P-Please Daddy, I can't take anymore. I-I miss Mommy...i-it wasn't my fault...
My fingers dug into the sheets as I pinched my eyes shut. I shook my head violently, trying to blow away all the terrible memories being triggered by the countless punishments from my former love.
I didn't know how much my mind could take. I was planning on Ciel and I's relationship to put a makeshift bandage over my horrible past. But that bandage had been brutally ripped off when his eyes opened to reveal the once lovely Cerulean now a bloody red.
My heart had once again been smashed on brutally by another loved one. Maybe...maybe I shouldn't love. Maybe I should just give up.
Deciding that was the better option, I should just realize my hell bent eternity was going to be filled with my slow coming insanity, and give up on Ciel.
I'd be the perfect little butler he wanted me to be. No emotions attached. Sighing as I felt my heart grow cold and still, I plastered a monotone expression upon my face before exiting my bedroom to deliver my Young Master's tea.
Me: OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SNAPPLE APPLE SHITS GETTIN' INTENSE!
Lucy: OMG IS HE JUST GONNA GIVE UP?!
Me: You'll have to see in the next chappie! Please vote, comment and tell all your frands! Thanks for everything lovlies! ♡
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Despite Death and Sorrow
FanfictionI am back baby for the final epic conclusion of my Through Thick and Thin trilogy! This book is gonna go hard down the path of love and loss, madness and sanity, torture and comforting. Its gonna be great so dun even worry about it. I'll be sure as...
