Chapter one

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                “What was I thinking?!” I whispered to myself. My hands and feet were bound by thick ropes.  Sitting in this van for three hours isn’t fun.  “When are we getting out of here?” I yelled.   This is the seventh time I have asked, but I still haven’t gotten a reply from the person in the front seat.

“WILL YOU SHUT UP?!” He screamed at me. I could tell he was getting annoyed by my constant questions. 

“Not until you tell me when we are getting out!” I shouted back.   I could hear the surprising attitude in my voice.  I normally don’t have an attitude with anyone, but with him I didn’t care if I pissed him off or not.

“Well, if you don’t shut your mouth, I will tape it shut myself!” He threatened. 

“Well, then you’re gonna have to tape it shut then!” I yelled back. 

“Ugh! Do you talk to your parents like that?” He asked. Tears welled up in my eyes threatening to slip over at the thought of my parents.  I miss them, and I may never see them again.  The tear ran down my cheek landing on my jeans. 

“Like it matters, I’m never gonna see them again.” I mumbled “You took me from them.”

“It wasn’t my decision.” He said back quietly. Almost guilty?  I really must be imagining things, why would my kidnapper feel guilty for kidnapping me? 

“If it wasn’t yours then who’s was it?!”I shouted.  I didn’t care if I was shouting, he took everything from me, my parents, siblings, family, and friends.  I will never see them again.    

“I can’t tell you, I’m sorry.” He mumbled.

“Sorry?! You expect me to believe you are sorry?  No, I don’t believe you are ‘sorry’.  And you can tell me you just don’t want to.”  I shouted, my voice getting softer towards then end of my rant. 

“I’m sorry, OKAY? I’m sorry!” He screamed back.  Dropping the subject, a different question came to mind.

“Can you tell me your name?” I asked. 

“No.” He said, looking at the road. 

“Of course not.” I mumbled leaning my head back against the car. 

“What did you say?” He shouted back at me.

“I said ‘Of course not’! Since when do you care?!” I shouted. 

            I felt a jerk,  my head was thrown back against the car and a door was slammed. The double doors next to me flew open seconds later.  He yanked me out of the car, his grip hurting my harm

“Jason” He mumbled.

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