Dark. (A Riker Lynch Fanfic)

Chapter 7

Ana's POV
Day One:
He's shaking. He's hurting. His skin is red so I know it burns. "Riker its okay. I'm here. It's gunna go away soon." I reassured. Tears came over him as did sobs. He grabbed his head and banged his fists against it. "Fuck I CAN'T DO IT!!!!!" He screamed at the top of his lungs shooting up from the bed and into a corner. "Riker, Riker look at me." I said stern, grabbing his wrists. He looked up with tears running down his face and fear in his eyes.
He was shirtless due to him just waking up, he got high every morning, thus the reason for his freak out caused by detox.
His hair was flopped over his blood shot eyes. "You. Are. Okay." I said locking eyes with him. He suddenly stopped in his tracks.
He stopped squirming.
He lowered his hands and set his elbows on his knees.
He slightly slowed his breathing down.
He just locked eyes with me.

"I...don't wanna do this anymore..." he whispered quietly. "I know sweet heart." I whispered quietly. "It'll be over soon." I whispered.

He batted his eyes shut and took deep, shaky breaths. It hurt seeing him like this. Yes I've only known him for a grand total of four and a half days, it hurt seeing him like this.

"I-I-I need it. I-I can't I can't do it." He said shaking his head and standing. "Yes you can. You can quit. I know you don't want to but-" "Then I need something else." He said turning around. "Riker you do know you can't quit one habit to go to another one." I said. "But what if I know what'll help?" He asked breathing heavily. "Okay well what do you think would help?" I asked just out of curiosity. He looked at me as he was breathing heavily.
I took a second to take in his image. He was sweaty and in a tank top with sweats. He...He looked kinda sexy. Despite his worked up self.
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I took in her image as I shook in detox. She looked sexy as hell. She was in a cute shirt with short shorts on. It was her. She was what I needed. But I'm terrified to want. I'm terrified to possibly love.
"I'm terrified." I said almost not choking the words out. "Riker what is it?" She asked almost frantic. I wasn't that far from her so I took my chance hoping she wouldn't reject me.
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He suddenly moved to me quickly and kissed me. I fell to the wall. His kiss was to die for. His lips where soft and he was gentle but yet showing me he needed it. I got caught up in the moment and tugged at his shirt tail. He pulled away quickly and took it off then came right back I ran my hands up his biceps then down his chest. He may not be a huge guy but he's got quite the muscle mass along with very light abs. He's fucking gorgeous.
Suddenly the door opened and he ripped off before they could see.
It was his brother Rocky. "Yo, we're goin' to lunch. You guys wanna come?" He asked. "No." He said, not as rude as usual. "Cool. See you guys later." He said and left. Riker came right back to me and kissed me again. He bent down slightly and grabbed my thighs. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. I don't know where this is going but I'm loving it so far.
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I picked her light body up and she wrapped her legs around me. She so addictive. She and her kiss are better than any drug I've used. Her body and lips are getting and gunna get me in so much trouble. But I don't care.
Yet, I'm not sure where I wanna take this but I'm loving it so far and don't want it to stop.