Chapter 5

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~Pico's Pov~

I was laying in a tree that was in (y/n)'s yard, i was watching her from her window. Dont worry, she wasnt changing or anything. She was just taking her meds and eating some (f/f). She was oblivious, "She's always alone, why not make it a bit harder and have friends over" I say to myself. I then see the window i was looking through open.

I made sure to stay behind a lot of leaves so she didnt see me. (y/n) then made her way back to the place she was sitting at, which was the floor. That has to be her favorite spot or something. I bore my eyes into her, as if i was looking at her soul. I felt for my gun that i had in my pocket and slowly took it out. 

I take a close look at it and then look back at (y/n), 'Is it time?' I thought. I aimed the gun at her, she had her back facing me. She was just watching a random anime on a tablet, I took a breath and held the trigger. I tighten my grip on the gun, "Dont hesitate" I say to myself. I kept taking deep breaths, wondering when i was gonna just shoot.

I sigh very harshly and put the gun back into my pocket, "Its not time" I say again. I jump out of the tree skillfully and walked to (y/n)'s door, i quickly knocked. I hear quiet footsteps and then the door started opening slowly, showing (y/n)'s innocent face. "P-pico?" She says, i see her start to blush and look around somewhere else.

"Hey" i say bluntly. I had a blank face while staring at her, probably making her nervous under my gaze. "W-what brings you h-here" She stuttered while opening the door a little more, she was wearing another baggy shirt. It looked like a mans flannel, she also had some pajama shorts. "I cant visit?" I didnt know what i was thinking.

I just came here without a plan, i wanted to just hit my head for doing that. "W-well i mean y-yea but im s-surprised to see you here" She says, she was swaying her tiny body a bit. I felt my face go slightly red, 'Cute...' I thought. "O-oh how rude of me! C-come in" She says while moving a out of the way.

I walk inside and just stand near the doorway. "You should've c-called, i would have cleaned u-up a bit" She says once more. I start to look around the house, it was messy. I thought she was all tidy but i was wrong, 'Is this what depression does or what' I thought to myself. I then hear a sad sigh come from (y/n), so i look over at her.

"Sorry..i just dont feel like cleaning right now" She says and looks over at me with a smile. "I dont mind a messy house" I say bluntly. I walk further and just sat on the couch, "Ill be right back, please m-make yourself at home" She says and then walks off to the nearby bathroom. I lean my head back, just staring at the popcorn sealing. 

'I only have 2 days left, ive wasted enough time..' I thought. The week was almost over and i was supposed to have her killed already, "Its irritating" I say out loud. I felt a presence come near me, making me look over quickly out of reflex. (Y/n) got startled and put her hands up as if i was pointing a gun at her. 

Which i was. I widen my eyes not realizing that i actually pulled it out on her. "I-i" She starts but i interrupted by quickly standing up and putting the gun away. I scoff at myself doing something so reckless, "Damn it" I say to myself. I glare at my feet as i felt (y/n)'s eyes on me, she is afraid. I can tell, i dont even have to look at her. 

"Y-you have a gun" She says, she tried to speak quietly. "Are you afraid" I felt that dark aura surround me as i slowly look at (y/n), she wasnt supposed to see it. I wasnt mad at her, i was mad at myself. She held her hands close to her chest while just staring at me, she bit her lip as well. "A-are you..?" She asks.

I look into her eyes, they shown a whole lot of fear. Mine had shown rage. "Why would i be afraid, i asked you" I say, still looking very angry. "Y-yes i am" She says but she starts to step closer. I tense a bit but i didnt move. Why was i letting her move close to me, "Stay back then" I say darkly. But that just makes her take a step closer.

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