Desires

The beginning of something different

The next day I woke up around 8:45 a.m and I checked my phone as always and I saw a text from an unsaved number , "hey beautiful , it's Bre from the party last night remember ?" , I read that text at least 3 times with a huge smile on my face . I texted her back "oh hey Bre , how could I forget about you so fast ?" . I waited impatiently for a text and 10 minutes later she texted me ...
• "ok good , I was hoping you would remember lol anyways , I wanted to tell you you're such a great dancer yesterday but everything happened so fast" { 9:10 a.m }
• "aw thanks I get that a lot lol ."
{ 9:11 a.m }
• "I bet you do . um so can I know more about you , anything other than your name" { 9:13 a.m }
• "oh lol well I'm 17 , I'm a freshman in college . I go to Atlanta's performing arts college , and i'm in the dance academy , wby" { 9:15 a.m }
• "a profession dancer huh ? not bad . Well I'm 19 and I'm a sophomore in college , currently attending University of Atlanta" { 9:17 a.m }
• "oh cool . so um I'm guessing you like girls ..?" { 9:18 a.m }
• "yeah is it that obvious ? lol but yeah I do , which is why I was attracted by your beauty yesterday , but more importantly are attracted by girls ?" { 9:20 a.m }
• "thanks .. & um well I've never had a gf , I've never really been attracted by girls ..." { 9:21 a.m }
• "oh really ? it really didn't seem like it yesterday . With you dancing all up on me , seemed like u were tryna seduce me" { 9:22 a.m }
• "yeah sorry about that , I don't know what got into me . I was just having fun ... a little too much fun" { 9:24 a.m }
• "that's too bad but I really would love to get to know you .. you know as friends at least" { 9:26 à.m }
• "yeah that would be lovely" { 9:30 a.m }
• " awesome ! so wyd today around umm 3 p.m ?"{ 9:31 a.m }
• "nothing actually , I was just planning on staying home" { 9:31 a.m }
• "great , send me your address I'll come pick you up around that time , and you can't say no either" { 9:32 a.m }
•" lol I guess I don't have a choice but um okay" { 9:33 a.m }
• "alright see you in a few hours Ria" { 9 : 33 a.m }
•"see ya 😘" { 9:35 a.m }

As I'm getting ready to see her , i'm trying my hardest to convince myself that I don't like her , but it's almost impossible . I can't stop thinking about her , and the thought of hanging out with her today is making me nervous .
At this point i'm freaking out , I'm really questioning my sexuality .