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i'll write the chemistry, you'll fall in love with someone else.
but you write them so beautifully, i want to act with you.
what if that's what this is? all an act.
it's not, i promise. you'll just have to practice lines with me.
and break my heart in the process?
"you'll just have to practice lines with me."
as if lines don't turn into sentences. as if sentences don't turn into paragraphs. as if paragraphs don't turn into rambles.
rambles into confessions. confessions into heated kisses. heated kisses into making love on a set couch.
do you ever read past the lines? dive into some context clues? do you ever think of me when i write your scenes with her?
because i pour my heart into these words, longing for you to have the decency to portray your love to me like you do to her.
maybe my gift is a curse, because i can see the glint in your eyes as we're shooting the scene.
do you envision me when you're kissing her lips? do you long to touch me when your hands are on her? do you think about me when she's moaning out to you?
no, you gotta believe me when i say i have no control. when i'm with you, reality and fantasy collide. peaceful nights twist and turn into blurry faces with smudged lipstick. i savor the taste of your tongue, your scent clouds my brain, i catch your jealous eyes and i just want to burn that wonderful script you made to ash just to call you mine. i just have the overwhelming urge to see you in my bed. who cares about her? when i only care about you.
in which,
joseph 'drew' starkey, the actor, falls in love with the outer banks script at first glance. it's because derrielle 'elle' johnson, the writer, wrote it with her heart.
and,
when outer banks is renewed for a second season, the producers introduce a love interest for rafe cameron. will drew and elle continue to the blur the lines of professionalism or will the relationship burn the character development?
fez speaking!! woowwwww. that was deep. lol. anyways i'm so excited for this book. yes, in case you were wondering, it is inspired by one direction's song 'no control.' but i'm going to make it a little angsty and more hot.
i can't believe drew is twenty-seven?!? like sir- would you date someone nine years younger or?? if so, call me. lmfaooo.
disclaimers!! drew starkey is a real person with real feelings and privacy so please respect him. elle's character and story is completely fictional, if anything is like real life it is completely coincidental.
best read in!! black background, times new roman font, lower case intended.
warnings!! this book will include: mature themes such as foul language, 18+ smut, angst, alcohol & drug usage
