I'm like the ugly duckling. Ask anyone. The only difference you may ask? Well the only diffrence is that I'll never grow out of this "phase" and become a beautiful swan.
Hi. My name is Liza. Well okay actually its Elizabeth but, my mom call me Liza and so does my brother. So I preferred Liza.
I started getting the title Ugly Duckling in elementary school. I loved the story of the ugly duckling and when everyone started calling me that I shrugged it off because I knew in the end of the story that the "ugly duckling" becomes a beautiful swan and had lots of friends and eventually becomes happy with himself.
Yeah. That's what I thought. And then about my 5th year of school my dad died from a rare illness and then my sister and one brother the year after that from the same illness. That was 5 years ago. I was in 10th grade now. My mom and the only brother I had left fell into depression and I didn't understand it at the time but now I do. Because I have it too. I also have social anxiety and an illness that attacks your brain but I'll be damned if I could spell the damned thing. All I knew was it was making my life a living hell and the shit I heard in my head made me think it was MY fault that over half of my family was gone from an unknown disease. My... They were fine before I was born. So all I could do was believe them. I mean they were right all the other times... This wouldn't be any difference... Which leads to the battle wounds