Marvel One Shots

Panic Attack Ifk

Stephen pov

"I am okay, I am perfectly okay" I whispered to myself over and over again.

Blood is everywhere
I Couldn't Save them
Useless
Useless
Usele...
Stop

It's okay it's a fucking okay, okay?

I curled on bed, feeling hot tears strimming down my face.

I saw again how Tony die. I hugged his body, his life less body...

In my chest I felt hot feeling it was like fire burning me inside out.

I was on fire and I Couldn't escape. I screamed and hugged myself.

Pain pain pain

Maybe if I scratch my skin enough hard this feeling will go away? Please please help me. Somone come pleasr

I was standing next to Tony, holding his hand. This time was better, I belived this could work.

Thanos was trapped in my portal and drugged by Mantis magic. Drax and Quill was trying take off the gauntlet and then everything started falling aparat. Nebula. I forgot about her

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER"

She screamed. He just, smile and that was the moment when she broke. With Wild scream she jump on Thanos and tried to cut of his head.

Tony tried to stop her but they just make my magic unstable and when before was hard to stop Thanos in one place now it was i posibble to me. I was too weak. Too useless. I let them die in front of me. Tony's lastbrethe taken by Thanos.

Too weak

Isobbed even harder.

When I tried take more air to lungs for crying I, started to hipervebtilating. I can't brathe... I can't even breath. I close my eyes panicking

"Steph? Stelh are you here? I'm with you okay? I'm alive, it's all okay"  I heard fammiliar voice say

"Steph, I'm Tony and I'm here alive, okay? " I felt his one hand on my chest  and other one holding my hand.

"Can I hug you?"

I simply noded and his arms wrapped around me. At first my body flinched in contact, but slowly I was filled with feeling of safety. I pulled Tony tighter into hug, still crying. It is real, I can feel him.

"Wanna go to sleep again?"

Ishook my head. Nightmares could come back. I wouldn't survived this again now.

"Okay, so... Movies?"

"Movies" I whispered. Tony kissed me in forehead and we go pick movie.

🖤🖤🖤

So it's 2 am I just had some kind of break down or smth and I just wanted somone to feel mine pain. And making fictional characyr suffer is much easier to me. Would be amazing if somone come and comfort me like Tony. But no, so here we are, sorry for minstakes.