I began to pass out
And my heart just went boom . I ended up in the hospital , wishing that he would come and see me but I don't think that's how love works . I don't even know what love is ' because I never had a love , I know all of the things I would say about was comforting but what if this is karma like at certain times I would do bad things like start arguments on purpose and he just was so perfect I couldn't resist. I pulled myself back knowing that he wouldn't come and I just took my other visitors . But it turns out he did come and he got me followers with a paragraph on a note , he said he did not wanna come and see me in person because he thought I didn't wanna see him . He was right but I still wanted to see his growth after our breakup . Why do I think now that it was all the effort I put in our relationship is why he came back . All of the arguments , broken hearts , tears . He put into our marriage made me think have I lost my damn mind ?To my first love , xoxo
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THE effort
Romance" you can't hold on to yourself so you have to hold on to eachother " .