13 And Gay?

Could He Be... Gay?

this story is based off of my life... not all of these things are true but there is a good chance some of these events have happened:)

It's the first day of school and Ryan is a bit worried, he knows he has some friends that he can sit by and talk to during lunch. But he doesn't know to many people in his classes. Ryan hops in the shower and thinks about the school year last year, he dated so many girls last year, he was even classified as a man-whore... Now that he thinks about it, all his friends are girls that he has already dated. "What if its awkward", "What if they don't like me anymore". He thinks about all these horrible situations and about all the things that could go wrong, but somewhere deep in his gut. He knows things will be just fine...

(RYANS POV)

I've made it through the first week of school pretty easily. I've never been one for the whole "school" thing... I was never the smartest either, I mean i am pretty smart because im one of the 20 kids in my grade that got chosen to be in the high honors math class. But there is one class that's my favorite this year, and that's math... I don't know what it is i just feel like that class is fun and i can relate to the kids in it... At first I don't think much of it but later on in the year i think i figured out what that "connection" truly is. I don't think it's that i relate to all of the people in that class. i think its more like just one person.

(NARRATOR)

Now that Ryan has figured out he has a connection with just one person in that class, he just has to figure out who it is.. Is it madi? A really nice and pretty girl that he met. No, it couldn't be... Who could it be? And how is he going to figure it out when all his time is being taken up by trying to deal with his depression..

(RYAN)

Ugh, this week has been a whole different kind of horrible. All i hear everyday and all day is "your such a faggot", and "you only have friends that are girls, so your gay". But he has dated so many girls so its not possible for him to be gay... Or is it? He has been feeling that special connection in math. What if its not towards a girl, but its towards a guy... I KNOW WHO IT IS! Its Luke, it has to be... I mean look at him hes so dreamy with his dark brown hair, tan skin, chocolate brown eyes.. WHAT AM I SAYING?! I have dated so many girls how is it even possible that im gay. Was i just trying to trick myself into thinking im straight when ive been gay this whole time? Was it just a cover-up?

sorry its so short but ill probably update every few days.. make sure you comment what you think - Reilly