TW: cutting and mentions of self harm.
If you are thinking about self harm I recommend you tell someone or stop reading this fanfic as some parts may be triggering to people. Also mentions of death.
A/N: I love you guys and stay strong ok my little beans. My followers are going to be called my little beans. Love y'all. Stay safe. ❤️
*clarissa pushes Bucky out of the room and goes in the bathroom*
*Clarissa grabs her razor and cuts her wrist*
Bucky: I'm coming in.
*clarissa doesn't answer*
*Bucky knocks the door down and sees you on the floor of the bathroom with blood on your wrist.*
Bucky: Hey, who are you.
Clarissa: Solider. I am your partner. You are my companion. You will not hurt me and anyone else. Do you understand?
Bucky: Yes.
Clarissa: Good. I'm leaving.
Clarissa walks out of the house and walks to the cemetery where the fallen hero's are left. There on the graves reads: Steve Rogers, Tony stark, Natasha Johnson. Our fallen hero's. *
*Bucky texts Sam*
Bucky: sam, I have been instructed by Clarissa to not hurt anyone.
Sam: What did you do now?
Bucky: Nothing I just knocked our door down and found her cutting and then she left.
Sam: Why Bucky. I know she was sad but cutting that's another level. Hold on let me call hawk eye.
Bucky: I am not Bucky Barnes. I am the winter solider.
Sam: Did Clarissa use the code for you winter soldier.
Bucky: Yes.
Sam: Winter soldier you may stop.
Bucky: Hey Sam what happened.
Sam: Clarissa said the code words again.
Bucky: Shit I should really stop letting her read the code words. Also i should've never taught her Russian especially my trigger words.
Sam: So imma call Clint. Clarissa told me she is cutting.
Bucky: Oh F*ck.
*sam calls clint*
Sam: Hey Clint, you know Bucky Barnes right.
Clint: Yeah why.
Sam: His uh best friend kinda stormed off and Bucky broke there door. And Clarissa used the code on Bucky.
Clint: Again, how many times have I told you to tell him not to break any more doors. Omg clarissa knows that we never say the trigger words.
Sam: I know I'm sorry. It's not my fault. His bestie Megan or Clarissa idk it's confusing has been having depression.
Clint: Don't worry I can talk to her. I think I have a way to get through to her. But also just in case it doesn't work I need back up. Tell spider boy to tag along.
Sam: It's spider man and you mean Peter Parker?
Clint: Yeah are you deaf or something.
Sam: Very funny. I'm not old as you are.
Clint: Just tell me anything else I need to know.
Sam: This might be triggering to you but she self harms.
Clint: You gotta be kidding me. Oh F*ck. Ok I will be back in an hour.
Sam: Just breathe ok.
Clint: Ok dad. Bye sam .
Sam: Bye Clint.
Clint: hey spidy.
Peter: oh hey Clint
Clint: I need backup.
Peter: Is this a mission.
Clint: No Pete, I need your help if Megan tries to leave my sight ok.
Peter: Your confusing me.
Clint: Megan, Bucky's partner is cutting herself. I need back up stat.
Peter: I'm on my way.
Clint: You don't even know where she is yet.
Peter: I know I was getting ready.
Clint: I have a feeling. She might be at the cemetery.
Peter: uh.........
Clint: What Peter?
Peter: I haven't been there in a few months. I don't know if I am ready to go back.
Clint: Look all of us are in this together. Right now Megan needs us. Tony needed us and Steve needed us. We need to do this for them.
