never worthy

there are days when i feel unworthy, for every effort i put in, im always insignificant. for all the tears and scars i went through, i cannot gain a full title of being understanding. i get jealous, i am not an angel, i failed, i am not the best student, different things, and i cannot succeed in both. sometimes i try too hard in many aspects, fighting for dreams that i long for, but it is never enough, because through everything that i had done and are willing to do, i still feel worthless. my mask is too thin, but i promise to wear a thicker mask, i'll laugh but cry when im alone. this may sound ridiculous, but trust me when i say, depression is silent, and that depression... is the wolf that i ought to feed, every solitary moments.