Reina Armani Jackson.
Raj.. | August 14
—I think about you, I end up crying on my best days,
Tryna convince me to get better, nah, nah, nah, nah"I'd be lying if I didn't say I really miss my dawgs." I nodded, as I finished rolling up, "It's so much of pain in us, always feel like I'm giving up."
It ain't the same no more, death brought me anger
I'm followed by angels and I got some dyin' love
Soon as I got rich, soon as I got famous"Yeah, why did you leave? If you was here how would it be?" I rapped along, quickly wiping away my tears.
I really miss my fucking family man.
Oh whoaaa, I'm protected by these ghetto angels
"Oh whoaaa, I'm protected by these hood gangsters!" I heard Koda yelling, "Cousin you ok?"
I chuckled, and grabbed the lighter off the night stand. I sparked my wood, and turned the lamp off.
"Cousin!" Koda knocked on the door.
"Come in Koda." I told him, as I inhaled the smoke.
"You a fucking weedhead," He shook his head, "you ok?"
"Honestly no, but it feel numb now." I shrugged, "You don't have to keep asking tho, I'm still in the phase of processing shit. I'm so used to the grieving stage now."
"I ain't gone tell you its gone get better cause only time can tell you, but shi' I'm here for yo' bald headed ass." He smiled, sitting next to me.
"Here." I gave him a smile, and passed him the wood, "I don't wanna keep talking about it cause every time I do I just end up crying."
"Reina!" He looked at me, after hitting the blunt.
"What?" I looked at him.
"Them- them percs?" He looked shock, looking at the night stand.
"Mhm."
"You took one?" He blinked, "Them is boy drugs Raj! Be a fucking lady."
I bust out laughing, and putting the baggie in Q top drawer, "I'm selling them hoe damn, wanna take some shrooms wit' me tho?"
"Fuck it, come on." He shrugged, "But I'm only doing it cause I know you gone do it anyways and I don't want you to go on a trip alone."
"Shut up." I chuckled, "You was gone do it cause you want to."
"Stop acting like you know everything when you don't know everything." He passed me back the blunt.
"Yeah stay yo ass off tik tok." I laughed, grabbing the bag with the mushrooms in it, "And you wanna paint wit' me once the shrooms start to kick in? Q acting weird now."