Jason's POV
I stormed out of the room where i just had a fight with Kiara, Why can't she just understand? i can't always be there and i'm starting to think mabye we just aren't right for each other. this may be our first fight but its not the first time she has not understood what she done wrong. I don't understand why she just continues to ignore our realtionship i understand a lot of work goes into being with our children and i love our buddles of joy but sometime she can get right weird about it.
Or when she is always with her brother and i can understand she wants to be with them a lot of the time and i can understand why she is so much with Eyeless too i just don't know right now and thats whats scaring me i was mad becuase i was scared to think that she may leave me for someone else and dosn't that leave a knot in the stomach.
I want to understand her too but she never lets me in anymore she always goes to someone else not that thats a bad thing but it makes me feel like i'm not thrust worthy. Am i that bad of a lover? god i don't want to think of it like that but am i really the one for her? she seems happy and content with her family and i don't think i have a place in that family...
a Few months later
Kiara's POV
I'm nervous and scared, i havn't seen Jason for a couple of months by now and it makes me wonder if the fight we had should not have gone as far as it did with the yelling and cursing each other. We never really had a fight like this and i know its probably my fault if what Jason said is anything to go on, i had ignored him and his well being and made him feel like he wasn't appart of the family. nI feel horrible but the others said that when he gets like this he rater be alone for a while and just think so i will let him have his time.
But still it dosn't feel good to know how much stress and hurt i must of put on him just taking and not giving any back. i signed as a tear fell from my eye and i just sate there for sometime the kids where take care of by Sally and Ej, Everyone else was out doing their own thing for the moment which lead me to be alone and to let me think for a while.
I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my lower back and my lower stomach which made me grit my teeth but freze as well i knew that all to familier pain.... i let out a groan this time as i felt the pain grow and before i could properly stand up a gush of water came from me i stared at it in shock and a bit of fear, i knew noone would come here for a while and my water breaking means i was ready to deliever the baby and to top it of they where a month to early i felt the fear spike as i realized i was going to have to do this alone with out any help.
I took a shacky breath and the i got onto our bed and trying my best to remember what we did the first time i also conjured a bigger mirror to be able to the the baby as they came out so i cane see if there was any complicationes so i could help if they get stuck or something alike to that. I finally felt the urge to push and push i did i took a bit of the blanket next to me and bit into it to try and not make so much noise incase someone who wheren't suppous to be here entered and saw me.
i bit into the blanket and started pushing trying to get the living being inside of me out, i groaned and screamed into the blanket to muffle the noise and watched carefully the mirror to ensure my baby was okay. i pushed and pushed and finally the head was out afetr what i asume was 2 hours, and after that they came out and i was able to hold her when i suddenly felt another something trying to get out i looked down at the mirror and started pushing agagin this timne it took 4 hours to finally get the child out i was sweating and i was so tired that i felt like i could pass out if it wheren't for the third time i felt the same thing again.
I cried and begged and screamed this time i couldn't do it alone anymore i'm far to tired and bleeding to the point i may actually bleed out, i let out a scream louder thenthe last one and i heard my children cry when the door was opend with enought force that it made a dent int the wall that i could see as the door slowly was going to close again.
There stood my mother she was alone of course but she immidiatly made her way to me she was breathing a bit harder as she came to a stop before me but then she went into mother mode and started to help me taking the babies and laying them in a bed next to our bed on a towel. i was crying and begging her to help me and she did she carefully took of her jacket and pushed up the arms of the long armed shirt she had on and she grabbed the baby carefully and slowly started to tug a bit on him as she told me to push and i tried my hardest for about 2 more hours with my mother encuraging me and suddenly the baby was out i cried and held him as well as my mother helped make sure everything was first fine with me then she looked over the babies she looke both happy and scared.
I smiled as she stared at my babies with awe and shock, suddenly the door was opend again and in came Sally and Slender together with our babies and my brothers and.... Jason! they all froze as they saw me with our mother and holding two kids with the third one in my mothers arms, i smiled tiredly as i hel the now calm babies. Jason immidiatly came to my side looking at the children and i could actually see how happy he was as he saw our children here no doubt a bit shocked but who wouldn't be finding out your a dad to not one but three kids? that has to be a bit shocking.
I knew we had to talk later but for now we had our babies to think of and everyone seemed happy, which inturn made me very happy for getting to see them like this they would also probably want to talk to me to, but everything can wait a little longer.... Then we heard the door slam open again and we all look up only to see....
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I'm so sorry for not uppdating for so long! i lost my motivation for a while and i'm so so sorry for that i don't know when i uppdate again but i will of course try! thank you for reading my book or books! I'm really thankfull to everyone! so thank you!!
