Haaaay. Birthday ko pala? Ge. Uhm, okay. Tatanda lang naman ako eh, nothing less and nothing more. Paglabas ko ng kwarto, wala tinitigan lang ako ng parents ko. Ganun naman. Naligo na lang ako. Tas nagsuot na ng uniform tapos kumain na ako. Hinahandaan nila ako ng pagkain, binibigyan ng gusto ko at kailangan ko. Oo, mahal nila ako pero hindi ko maramdaman.
Pagpasok ko sa school, walang bumati sa akin. Mga dati kong katropa? Wala. Oo. Nasubukan ko magkaroon naman ng kaibigan, masiyahin ako dati pero ngayon, loner. Wala eh, iniwan nila ako bigla sa ere. Ah shemay. :(
Okay. Yeah, I am a worthless being. Di ko nararamdaman na may nagmamahal sa akin. Yes, I am hated by many but I don't know the reason behind it. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of feeling alone. I am so tired of pretending to be fine but I am not. I am so tired of everything! No amount of sleep can remove the tiredness that I feel. Napakasakit ng nararamdaman ko and I know, no one can understand me. I am just a worthless being that is waiting my life to have an end. There is no way that I'll be committing a suicide because that's a sin so like what I've said, I'm just waiting for my time.. and when that time comes, I know, no one will cry or even shed a tear because of my loss, because I am just a "WORTHLESS HUMAN BEING."
BINABASA MO ANG
Worthless Being
Short StoryShe's banged up, mentally and emotionally. Literally and metaphorically. But every day she walks outside with a smile on her face because that's who she is.
