Kova

Chapter 1

*beep beep beep click* 

   "Goooodddd Morning Atlanta! It is currently 6 am and today is December 25th and you know what that means.... Its Christmas! The forecast for today is cloudy with a heavy snowstorm rolling in later. So salt your driveways and sidewalks and make sure to run to the store before everything closes for the day. Ohh, and make sure to stay close to those you love. A special shout out to any new love birds spending their first holiday together! That's all I have for you'll right now so have a blessed a--".  *click* 

Jesus christ (no pun intended), I dont freaking care!!! All i wanna do is roll over and fall into a forever sleep. and FUCK the new love birds! If i dont get love right now why do I have to hear about theres (insert barf emoji) 

30 Minutes go by.....

   I get up out of bed and pull my curtains back to let some light into my dungeon of a room. Since Im up early I clean my room up some (I just made my bed and put my laundry away). I saunter to my bathroom leaving a trail of clothes in my wake. Now Im not one to complain bc I low-key like the way Im built. BUT don't you ever have those days where your own body shape kinda just gags you? Like you just cant ever compare to the instagram models you see or the fashion nova women....well at least thats what my ex usually said to me LMAO 🤗........... Anyways ......... give me a min I need to go wash my ass 

OK! and were back with another great video for you guy today!..... sry gotta practice for when I have my homicidal interview (yall dont get my jokes 🙄) I am finally dressed so I go and check to see if dad left out or if he's still sleep surrounded by his usual mountain of beer bottles and cans.  Weirdly enough I dont see him in his usual spots. See this man likes to sleep till around 12pm so Ive NEVER seen his black ass up before me...EVER

*buzz buzz* I check my phone and low & behold  hes actually sober for once (your able to make sense of his texts when he isnt drinking). 

Dad: 

Hey honey, Im went out to get some breakfast for us. Im thinking we should order takeout tonight and watch some movies. Sound good? 

Me: 

Ummm ...... who are you and where is my dad. The man I know would be slumped over a bar table right now .....

Dad: 

Hahaha very funny. I actually am at an AA meeting right now because I need to do better for both you and me. Im also gonna grab us breakfast after this meeting. Ill be back by maybe 9 or 10 am. Also is our usual chinese food order good for dinner? 

Me: 

Yea Chinese is fine and thank you for finally deciding to get better

    My name is Kova, and today just so happened to be the one holiday that I hate (cliché phrase yes Im fucking aware but whatever🙄). People walking around telling you to stay with those that you love. What a load of shit. What about the people who have no one to love, no one to have cared for them, no one to sit by the fire with. What about the people who lost some today. No one give's a rat ass about them, right? 

   Well I just so happen to be someone who litterally has only one person left in there life. My bastard of a father. Ever since that accident 5 years ago he drinks until he isnt even able to hold his head up. Especially on christmas, he goes to every bar in the city getting so fucked up that they just let him sleep either in the bar bathroom or on the streets. Sometimes I wonder if he even remembers I'm here with him. Like hello, that traumatic and tragic experience happened to me too the fuck! You aint the only mfer hurt my guy!