Selfish

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Cameron POV

I headed for the door but somebody opened it before I could open it and there stood him......

" I must be going crazy or some, why are you here??."  I asked him with anger in my voice.

"Son just give me a chance to explain why I did what I did to you and your mother." He said.

"Let me tell you something I'm not your son and I never will be."  I said on the verge of smackin him.

"I'm so sorry Cameron for hurting you, can you just give me another chance." He said with tears in his eyes.

"There's nothing to explain you left me and my mom for another woman." I said.

"Cameron I'm still your father and you will respect me." He said in a stern voice.

"You know what f*ck you man you think that you can just leave and come back and everything will be good, well its not. You don't know how many times my mother cried over your sorry ass to come back, You are so selfish and don't care about anybody but your damn self, but it's cool tho and I  to takin that  back cuz I meant it." I said walking into the kitchen.

"Mama wtf is he doing here!!." I asked her.

"Cameron Anthony Johnson who the hell you raising your voice at, ima need you to calm allat down real talk." She said looking at me.

"Ma I'm sorry but can somebody tell me what's going on??." I asked her.

"Well your father-" She started to say until I cut her off.

"Mom that's not my father but carry on." I said.

"Well like I was saying he wanted to talk to you about something important." She said cutting up some carrots.

"Well what's so important that he had to tell me?." I asked getting impatient.

"I don't know Cameron" she said simply. I just shook my head and walked into the living room where he was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.

"You got 5 minutes, now talk." I said.

"Cameron let me start off by saying I'm so so deeply sorry for putting you and your mother through what I put you through, And if there is anything you or your mother need my phone is always on so don't hesitate." He said looking me in my eyes.

"And I also wanted to tell you that I have changed my ways and I'm begging you to forgive me because I know I was in the wrong and I want to be the father that I should have been." He said.

"Your times almost up." I said.

"DAMN CAMERON IM TRYING TO APOLOGIZE BUT HERE YOU GO BEING STUBBORN AF !!." he said now yelling.

"WELL I WOULDN'T BE IF YOU WOULDNT HAVE LEFT DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME NOT TO HAVE A FATHER ALL MY FUCKIN FRIENDS HAVE FATHERS BUT I GOT BE THE ODD ONE OUT, YOU ARE THE REASON IM SO FUCKED UP NOW, YOUR THE REASON IM OUT HERE RISKING MY LIFE EVERYDAY IN THESE STREETS BUT YOU WOULDNT KNOW THAT YOUR BUSY TAKIN CARE OF SOMEBODY ELSES CHILD !!." I yelled at him.

"But you don't get it do you all you do is think about yourself all the time and its sad because I always thought it was me who made you that way and I thought it was me who made you leave us but I see I was wrong."

I said calmly I'm not about to let him get the best of me. I left him there dumbfounded. After that I looked at the time its 6:30 ok I can eat then Ill take my shower so I can go to the trap. My phone started ringing so I answered it without looking at the caller i.d.

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