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My brows furrowed...how could he know?

"It's ok you can tell me" he says pulling the stool I was sitting on closer to him

"Wait how do you even know the name Gabe"

"You say it in your sleep" he says scratching the back of his neck

I take in a deep breath.

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"-And when we got back I convinced him to let me get my own apartment in New York...he still done all these crazy check ups but they have eased up over time"

His mouth was half opened and he looked like he was still trying to process all of this.

He raised an eyebrow and then looked around with his eyes.

"Bella are you ok-do you wanna go to the doctors-I'll drive you know"he said still shocked

I let out a slight laugh and shake my head
"I mean I didn't really know it was that bad when it was happening"

He still looked shocked

Come on boy how hard is it to accept the fact that I was groomed kidnapped and drugged by a 22 year old man when I was 17-woah that actually sounds like a nightmare

He opens his arms for me to hug him and I do the same.

Gosh he smells so good

I rest my head on his chest as he rubs my back

"Bella you need to get rid of this man" he mumbled into my ear

"I know" I say mumbling

"When was the last time you've seen or talked to him" he adds

"Umm- like last month"

His eyes widened
"Last month -why didn't you tell me I would've done something " he said standing up

"I was too scared Carson I didn't know what to do...don't get angry"

He rubs his face with his hand

"I really love you-I just want this man gone...I hate what he did to you"

I shrugged
"He took care of me though" I mumbled

"He groomed you Bella you need to get him in jail" he half shouts

I bursted out crying.

I didn't want to admit to myself that the situation wouldn't get better until I actually told someone about Gabe

He hugged me tightly and I cried into his chest.

"I'll take care of it ok-you didn't deserve any of it...he'll get what he deserves don't worry about it ok"he said kissing my hair.

We sat on the couch as I rested my head on him still crying

I use to cry so much when I was with Gabe. It annoyed him so much he would make me drink spiked drinks that would knock me out for days at a time

I filled him in on all the details and he was really disturbed by it.

"Fuck man-I'll help you though its all gonna be alright ...I'll get a lawyer and everything you won't have to worry about anything"

"You shouldn't hate him that much...I was the one who agreed to all of it so part of it is my fault" I said running my hands through you hair

"Bella it wasn't your fucking fault you didn't do anything wrong You were 17 stop blaming yourself...you're annoying me" he said looking at me firmly

I don't respond
"It wasn't you're fault and if you think that it was your fault in the slightest-then you're stupid" he said looking away from me

"I'm not stupid you're stupid" I said shoving him

We both sit beside each other not saying anything frowning.
"You're so fucking stupid" I mutter

"You're the fucking dumbest person I ever met in my life"

I burst out laughing,he started laughing too

"Ok fine...but-"I said

"No buts Bella would you like if he were to do it to another child" he said facing me

I froze and then cried at the thought of another girl going through what I went through.

I was laughing 2 minutes ago

"It's ok...I didn't mean to make you upset" he whispered as he pulled me in for a hug

I need to get my emotions Under control

"I love you" I muttered
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"Bella you don't have to tell them everything if you're not comfortable they only want to know bits so they know what kind of lawyer to get...but when the time comes your gonna have
to tell the lawyer in detail what happened...I'll be there though" Carson assured squeezing my hand as we go into Digs house.

His friends have loads of connections and decided that they would help make sure Gabe goes to jail no matter what.

"So like he would drug you and shit" Alex repeats

I nod looking down at my hands

It's crazy how interesting your hands become when you are nervous

"Dayum that's some crazy shit" Dig says with a hand to his mouth

Carson punched him in the arm and shook his head.

"So basically he'll be doing a lot of time when he goes to prison...there's no chance he'll be getting out for another 50 years ATLEAST" Alex says

"Yea i mean statuary rape,kidnapping,grooming , child endangerment- this dude will be living in a cell for the rest of his life" Brick says as he types some stuff into his Mac book.

"You know you don't have to do this right now if you want to I hope I didn't  rush you I just really wanna see this guy pay for what he did to you"Carson says in my ear

"It's ok I just want to get it over and done with" I say as I lean my head on the side of his arm

"I love you" I whisper to him

"I love you too Ella" he said kissing my forehead

yall i love Carson so much he's such a sweetie I'm gonna have to do more chapters on him and Bella being happy and lovey and plus y'all Carson's secret I think will come in the next chapter yall