in my head 2 | han seojun

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"What" she said with a dry tone. Seojun simply stood there and sighed.

"Never mind I thought this was the girls dorm, sorry for disturbing" he simply said and he started walking away.

Y/n widened her eyes as the last words left her mouth unintentionally.

"Wait"

Seojun turned around and she couldn't say anything else. Her throat was stuck with every kind of things she truly wanted to tell him but couldn't.

"If you don't have anything to say then I'll be on my way" Seojun said and her words were still stuck on her throat.

She looked down and no later he started walking away.

"Can we talk..?" She said lowly but seojun managed to hear it. He slowly turned around and face her.

He watched as the tears she was holding onto earlier, started pouring out like rain.

Seojun never stopped loving her as what happened between was a honest mistake and misunderstanding.

He walked to her quickly and hugged her tightly. He was hoping to honestly never let go of the girl who's touch he was craving for a long time.

He regretted that day more than anything. He wanted to fix everything and he knew his time was coming soon.

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They ended up going on a small walk around the area. Y/n wore Seojun's hoodie as he gave it to her after she cried on him.

The walk was honestly silent but it was comforting, it wasn't really awkward.

After a few minutes they arrived to a small hill where they sat down and admired the bright sky.

"I've missed you..." she said. Seojun took a deep breath as he didn't expect her to say anything.

"Me too" he said and she chuckled. "Well you now have a girlfriend so I don't think you really mean th—" she was cut off by him.

"She's my cousin...we just did that to make you jealous dummy" he said and y/n chuckled.

"So you never left me for a girl?" She asked and Seojun looked at her while she still looked at the sky.

"I never even intended to leave you y/n. What we had was beautiful and I treasure it with my whole self. You never really let me explain myself and I was also dumb by not understanding properly" he said and she now looked at him.

"What do you mean?" She asked as she was puzzled by his sudden words. Seojun sighed and he took something out of his pocket.

It was a beautiful Diamond ring that had a a small gem on the middle.

"Woah! That's beautiful" she said and he chuckled softly.

"It was for you...that same day we broke up I meant to give this to you instead of what actually happened" he said and her mouth fell.

"I wanted to give you this promise ring because I feel like what we have is un breakable but I think I was wrong" he said.

"What actually happened?" She asked and he took a deep breath.

He ended up explaining everything that happened with the mom and how he misunderstood the whole situation.

Seojun kept blaming himself but y/n made sure that he understood that it was a simple mistake.

"Well this mistake ended us" he said.

"Wait if it didn't?" She said and Seojun widened his eyes.

"You are really special to me and I never imagined loosing you would hurt this much...I never want to experience this pain ever again Seojun. I love you so much and you don't understand how bad I've missed you" she added and his eyes became watery along with hers.

"Of course me too, I felt completely lost this whole time and I tried everything to bring us back together..." he confessed and she smiled.

"I'm glad I came" she said and he smiled as well.

"I love you y/n"

"I love you more"