its only 5th grade and they kick u and beat u everyday is a new bruise. everyday a new cut and more blood. you never get any rest but when they punch u hard enough then u will sleep. it happens every day. u have no friends to run to for help and comfort so u learn to only trust Ur self.
you're in middle school now one more year of school then its high school. people still beat u but not as bad and others still point and laugh. u think to yourself that ull get over it in time but it doesnt matter u still feel useless. your friends try to help talk u out of self harming it works for a little bit but then u just do it for the rush. your not who u were before 5th grade.
you're now in high school a freshman. u still get bullied but not beaten u still cut but u have friends who try their hardest to help u but they cant. your family fell apart and u cant accept it. u barley eat at home but still people call u fat. ur heart gets broken by everyone u try and date. but they still call u a whore. you get judged for being who u are. others have trouble excepting someone bi or gay and sometimes even straight. now ur not who u were in middle school.
after so long u couldn't handle the bulling or getting beat at the park. u finally cut so deep to were the bullies were cring and ur friends were depressed. ur friends ended up joining u after a lil bit. now ur happy and u can be u.