Mist And Dreams💫 Sunki💫

My feelings

I never been in love before. For me love is an expensive luxury that i can't never able to afford. Thats how i always taught myself. But after having all those mysterious dreams about the angel, i Don't know why , i started to think about love. You may find it as ridiculous like how a person can feel love just by having some random dreams. But for me it wasn't...

And then He came...

Niki <3

The day when he came to my cafe. The way he looks around like a curious puppy. The way his nose crunches while reading the menu. How shyly he asked about the menu , everything literally everything about him is so sweet. And yes its been only few days since i saw him but now it's self i miss him a lot.

He is not coming to my cafe nowadays and My heart aches. I might be a lovesick boy, who desperately waiting for fall in love. I don't know about my feelings for him. It must be a little crush, Yes!!! Definitely a crush nothing more!!

But the way my heart aches when i think that he might not come here anymore, i won't able to see him anymore. It hurts, it hurts way too much for a little crush.

Its like i know him for hundreds of years already.
Its like he is someone so important for me.
Someone i should not lose

Niki, where are you???!!!

Do you feel the same way i feel about you?

No, never

You are not a desperate lovesick boy like me who wants nothing but some attention and love :( :(

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I have never been this much busy before

About my mission, i still have no clue about the emerald eye boy. I still don't understand why i need to find him.

I feel like I'm losing my track from my mission, eversince i saw that boy from the cafe.

His eyes, his pretty face

He is a mortal, but he looks so eternal.

He is like a living angel.

I don't know about the uneasiness i felt everything time i saw him, his smile.

But this uneasiness is not giving any pain for me but some euphoric feel that i never felt before. Something that makes me to crave more.

But we angels Definitely never crave for anything.

We are not meant to have desire for anything.

We are destined for being servant of God, guardian of mortals.

But why I'm feeling something that is definitely something i never felt before.

And when i think about him now, i heart aches..

What is it??

Is he a demon? A who tries to destroy me or divert my attention from my mission???

Demon?? Kim sunoo as a demon?

"Seriously niki, what's wrong with you?!!"

HOW MUCH I TRIES TO AVOID YOU,

WITH MUCH MORE DESIRE,

I DESPERATELY WANT TO SEE YOU!!!

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I'm back, i actually planned to stop writing this but recently i saw many of you are saving my story in your save list and by reading comments , hehe I'm back again.

I hope i can give you regular updates now onwards.

Have a good day or night lovelies ♡